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Thursday, August 12

due to a sudden rush of people viewing my blog

i decided to keep my privacy

ask me and i may decide to let u view my blog

[ made a wish* ]
at 8:25 PM
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i wonder shld i skip school tml

after crying for like 1hr ++..

i can see my eyes swelling up

so shld i go?

damn..

im never able to get past this hurt

it hurts so much

so much

in my whole life

i never get a F***** B..

im a A student for Chinese

i was rather..

moment of angst

i hate everyone..

i hate myself the most ..

shit.. i shld hide this blog

[ made a wish* ]
at 8:13 PM
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shit ..

this is pathetic

i shldnt get B3 for my chinese

whr is my A1

i hate everyone!!

i hate myself..

from now on..

im gonna study like nobody business

why

becuase i had to take chinese all over again

and when the rest of my subjects are as shit as my chinese

or even worse

i can dream of goin nowhere

everything sucks

damnit..

why must i be the 30% who didnt get distinction

this is hell..

damn...

i hate my life

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:21 PM
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Wednesday, August 11

listening : Hoobastank - The Reason

my current favourite song

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Bible sae.. The yoked shld not be mixed with the unyoked..

so when a christian falls in love with a non christian

the relationship shld not even start at all

Michael Learns to Rock - 25 mins

After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twenty five minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
but she cried while she was saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twenty five minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twenty five minutes too late
I can still hear her say.......

[ made a wish* ]
at 7:03 PM
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the apprehension is killing me..

getting back MT O lvl results tml

i had a dream..

i dreamt that i got A2..

in that dream.. i cried like nobody's business

i wan A1..

haiz..

God .. i lift up my studies in your hands

so i shall not worry .

ahhhh

im getting freak out

i failed my maths mock exam

totally kill ani confidence in me

if your heart is not condemned .. u will have the confidence

God.. i nid your strength

pray for me k ?

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:39 PM
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Tuesday, August 10

Listening to : Britney Spears - Everytime
Previously listening to : Jet - Look what you're done

ahh.. i got tons of assignments.. which i haven even touch ..

blehx... my kor juz changed his handphone to a flip phone

i also wan flip phone!!!!!!!!

i wan SAMSUNG E600C .. so i can bring out my fullest narcissism =X

aniwae.. next week is Church Big Day le..

i wan to bring 6 Friends..

if i sae it.. i can have it

amen =D

[ made a wish* ]
at 9:49 AM
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ahhh.. i took photo with Bro Mark and Pastor Yoong today

they are so nice =D

aniwae.. i wan samsung e600c..

must pray for me to get it ok =X

aniwae... on a more serious note..

o lvl mt results coming soon

must pray i get A1 okie =X

cuz i really put in alot of effort

God is a rewarder..

and i m the head and not the tail

if i believe and have the faith to get A1

i will get it

so ..

i will =DDDDD

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at 12:46 AM
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Sunday, August 8

listening to : Jay - Qi Li Xiang

nice song .. haha

hmMmMm...

i haven start doin my hmk lehx..

how leh?

17 assignments leh

hehe.. hmmmmmmmmmmm...

dunno why im so "laughy" today..

perhaps.. becuz..

haha..

okie.. im just a bit nutty

no..gab is nutty

im cookies..

haha

madness??

*sings*

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at 11:21 PM
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Jet - Look What You've Done

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won
Ooh oo
Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you,
I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone

Jet - Are You Gonna Be My girl

It's 1, 2, 3
Take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mineI say you look so fine
And I really wanna make you mine
Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
When you look like that, do ya, honey
Big black boots, Long brown hair, She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare
Well I could take you home with me,
But you were with another man, yeah!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yeah!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Well, so 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mineI say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine
Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
With a face like that, do ya
Big black boots, Long brown hair, She’s so sweet With her get-back stare
Well, I could see, You home with me,
But you were with another man, yeah
!I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yeah!I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Oh yeahOh yeahC'mon!I could seeYou home with me,
But you were with another man, yeah!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yeah!
Be my girlBe my girlAre you gonna be my girl?Yeah

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:33 PM
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i must admt .. Lord of the Rings is nice

espcially when legolas is so zai

aragon is so shuai

frodo is so cute

however.. lord of the rings still seems like a horror movie to me..

oh yeah..

my comp is back

upgrade to win Xp liao..

my stuff not lost

[ made a wish* ]
at 4:00 PM
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Saturday, August 7

was watching Lord of The Ring : Fellowship of the Ring..

haha.. i was screaming thruout..

the dark knights *or something liddat* were super scary lor..

i was like watching horror movie..

goin to church later..

so yeah

tata

[ made a wish* ]
at 1:10 PM
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Thursday, August 5

ahhhhhh

my comp crashed

now im using my brother's room comp..

my photos!!!!!!

my songs!!!

basically ... that's the two i missed!!!

wait.. scratch that...

MY POKEMON GAME!!!!

sheesh..

i hate my comp ...

MY DREW FULLeR WALLPAPER!!!

sheesh!!!

i hate my comp

[ made a wish* ]
at 10:46 PM
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Additional Assignments :

16) Math Test on Wed

17) Explain the 3 parts of KMT-CCP Relationship

sighx... 17 assignments in 5 days!!!

somemore friday got stomp practices

sat got church

sun might be goin to church

monday going to Bro's ian wedding

tuesday goin gab's house play guitar

I GOT NO TIME!!!

sighx..

aniwae.. today no physics lesson..

so it's good

haha

did alot of violent stuff today

haha

i got nothing to blog

starting to worry for PRELIMs

sighx

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:47 PM
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Wednesday, August 4

JET's songs are nice

[ made a wish* ]
at 7:20 PM
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my assignments :

1) English Situational Writing : News Report

2) PoA Tutorial Worksheet

3) Social Studies : How effective is UN?
How effective is ASEAN?

4) english summary TYS Nov 1994

5) PoA O lvl Specimen Papers

6 ) PoA Worksheet MCQs

7) POA TYS Nov 2001 Qns 1- 4

8) Maths Tutorial Worksheets : 3 sets

9) Vector Test Next Wed

10) English O lvl Oral - 16 Aug

11) Chemistry Notes *Chap 1 - 18*

12) POA Notes *Practical Chapters*

13) Physics Test Chap 17 - 20

14) Physics Notes *Chap 11- 25*

15) History : KMT - CCP Relationship * Detailed MindMap*

Nice week end im having =D

Time To set the momentum..

Get the ball rolling

get myself to study

*points up*

*shakes head*

*mumbling* not fun

Peace out

I Love You

As I Love Jesus

So im Strengthen knowing Jesus is with me

so ..

STUDY~

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:51 PM
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Tuesday, August 3

haha

i finished the da vinci code

nice book

nice plot

brilliant writer

haha..

[ made a wish* ]
at 6:55 PM
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Monday, August 2

woah.. was reading Gab's The Da Vinci Code.. read until page 312 only .. den i returned it to Gab.. cuz she haven finish.. i cudnt wait to finish that book.. it is wickedly interesting.. intriguing.. to some extent.. hilarious =X.. the question about christianity is too far fetched.. however.. those whu are not strong in their faith might be shaken..

however .. i still laughing over the line whr it sae.. leonardo da vinci was a homesexual.. LoLx

im gonna get that book =D

aniwae.. later goin out with dinah to get jul's present..
so yeah..

later

*chants* i love jesus!!!!*chants*

[ made a wish* ]
at 4:26 PM
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Sunday, August 1

Listening : Xiao Hu Dui - Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui?
Previously : Xiao Hu Dui - Zhu Ni Yi Lu Shun Feng

Verse:

ni de xin qing zong zai fei shen me shi dou xiang qu zhui

xiang zhuo zhu yi dian an wei

ni zong shi xi huan zai ren qun zhong pai hui

ni zui hai pa gu dan de zi wei

ni de xin na me cui yi peng jiu hui sui

jing bu qi yi dian feng chui

ni de shen bian zong xu yao xu duo ren pei

ni zui hai pa mei tian de tian hei

Brdge:

dan shi tian zong hui hei ren zong yao li bie

shui ye bu neng yong yuan pei shui

er gu dan de zi wei shui dou yao mian dui

bu zhi shi ni wo hui gan jue dao pi bei

Chorus:

dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui

ni xiang bu xiang zhao ge ren lai pei

ni de kuai le shang bei zhi you wo neng ti hui

rang wo zai pei ni zou yi hui

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Din go to my Family Gathering yesterday.. thank God my parents never scold me.. i guess partly was becuz my brother din go too.. his reason was ridiculous to an extent.. he sadi he's goin out with his friends.. go K Box.. and well... mine? i wan to stay back after service for fellowshipping .. aniwae.. Pst Mike is Great.. can really sense the tangible presence of God yesterday.. Many people were set free .. Praise the Lord..

Hillsongs - With all I am

into your hand i commit again
all i am for you
Lord you hold my world
in the palm of Your hand
and i am Yours forever Jesus
I believe in You Jesus
I belong to you
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
Will all i am
I'll walk with You wherever You Go
Throught tears and joy
I'll trust in You
And i will live
in all of Your ways and Your Promises forever
i will worship , i will worship

yesterday was membership day too.. can see people in my zone promoted to EMs and MMs.. im gonna work hard too =D .. to build up my spiritual life.. to complete my bible studies .. to get my Christian foundation Cert ..

Hillsongs - Take all of Me

You broke the night like the sun , and healed my heart with Your great love
any trouble i couldnt bear
You lifted me upon Your shoulders
Love that's stronger , love that covers sin
and takes the weight of the world
i love You , all of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ , take my life , take all of me
You stand on mountaintops with me
with You i walk through the valley
You gave your only son for me
You grace is all i rely on
I love you so and i give up my life to say
I need you so , my everything

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everytime im down .. spiritually.. i will cling on to God.. i will go for cgm.. i will go for svc.. for i know.. if i am away from his presence.. that makes me sad... Man will fail.. God will never fail..

Do you Trust God?
He's the creator of heaven and earth.. He know us even when we are in our mother's womb..
Do You Love God?
He loves us so when we are still sinners that He sent His only son to die on the cross for us.. to take away our sins.. so that we can be washed clean by Jesus' precious blood

i can sae i Love God alot..
Thou none will follow .. I will follow

im weak.. but He is strong..

[ made a wish* ]
at 1:32 PM
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