m y // l i t t l e // s e c r e t s ......

Monday, May 31

whoa .. brendan fraser is too hot to my liking

he is so shuai

so is brad pitt

sigh...

i do wonder..

why older guyz seems much more attractive?

LoLx

dun ask me why

itz the hormones acting up =X

if u r wondering

im perfectly sane up there

*point to pea sized brain*

[ made a wish* ]
at 11:46 PM
[ ]

im back

muahahaha

i went to sch at 7am and i came home at 8pm

not bad huhx?

chinese O paper 1 was a breeze

but paper 2 was a little over that easy scale

i got two ciyu wrong

all sec 2 de

and i onli studied sec 3 and 4

sighx

comprehension was tough i guess

requires my brain to think alot

which unfortunately.. it dont

halfway thru the examination

the construction workers decided to gei gao *hokkien dialect intendedt*

they decided that the examination hall is too quiet for their comfort

so they added great rhythm and melody to break the pin drop silence

and my stomach too .. decided to conspire with the construction worker

halfway thru the exams.. i got gastric pain

itz great lor

really

very good

what can i do?

i juz prayed

God answered my prayer

well.. at least i glared at the invigilators.. to signal them the nice music added to the surrounding

*rolled my eyes*

A1 i am coming~

A2 get away~

lolx..

aniwae... after that went causeway point..

saw jul at sakae

and he scared me three times

THREE times

next time i see him

he's gonna get it =)

=X

[ made a wish* ]
at 8:20 PM
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Saturday, May 29

gt back my report book...

here's my results

word of caution

pls do not proceed if u got a weak heart =)

English : C6
Chinese : B3
Amath : F9
Emath : B4
Chemistry : E8
Physics : C6
Combined Humanities : E8
PoA : E8

L1R5 : 35
L1R4 : 27

27's a good number.. at least im able to make to it nursing course in poly??

not really affected by the results..

not now ..

look beyond ..

itz gonna be better

[ made a wish* ]
at 2:37 PM
[ ]

im so looking forward to prom nite

well... at least i hope the survey result show positive response

i mean

itz once in a lifetime

eh

maybe not

still got JC .. still got Uni

but the feeling is diff

im alwayz in awe of the freedom of the students in other countries

esp america

but that excludes the freedom of allowing "student" to go ard shooting whoever they like

yeah

but aniwae

the reason im lookin forward to prom nite is

itz DA event that marked our graduation

yeah..

not that i dun like riverside

okay.. yeah.. i dun like riverside

but stilll

nvm...

[ made a wish* ]
at 12:11 AM
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Friday, May 28

/strumming away ..

i love this song ...

Im gonna make a difference in this world

im gonna be a world shaker .. a history maker

MAKE A DIFFERENCE
CITY HARVEST CHURCH Key: G
Worship

WON'T YOU
G
LORD
TAKE A D/F#
LOOK AT OUR Em
HANDS /D

C
EVERYTHING WE G/B
HAVE
Am7
USE IT FOR YOUR D
PLAN
WON'T YOU G
LORD
TAKE A D/F#
LOOK AT OUR Em
HEARTS /D

Am7
MOULD IT, RE G/B
FINE IT, AS YOU C
SET US A D
PART

WE WANT TO G
RUN TO THE ALTAR
AND Em
CATCH THE FIRE, TO S Am
TAND IN THE C/G
GAP
BETWEEN THE Cm6/Eb
LIVING AND THE D
DEAD
GIVE US A G
HEART OF COMPASSION
FOR A Em
WORLD WITHOUT VISION
WE Am
WILL MAKE A G/B
DIFFERENCE
BRINGING Cm6
HOPE D
...
TO OUR G
LAND

Eb
WE WILL F
ANSWER THE G
CALL
Bb
TO BUILD THIS C
CHURCH WITHOUT G
WALLS
Eb
LET YOUR F
GLORY BE G
SHOWN
Eb
BRING SAL F
VATION TO THE Eb
LOST, TO THE Dsus
LOST... D

outro:
WE Am
WILL MAKE A G/B
DIFFERENCE
WE Am
WILL MAKE A G/B
DIFFERENCE
WE Am
WILL MAKE A G/B
DIFFERENCE
BRINGING Cm6
HOPE D
...
TO OUR Eb
LAND F

TO OUR Eb
LAND F

TO OUR Eb
LAND F

TO OUR G
LAND

[ made a wish* ]
at 10:18 PM
[ ]

im out of chinese clz

officially

i awaits for the exam on monday

im gonna take back the distinction i deserved

im not conceited nor overconfident

i know that i've put in my effort

i'll reap what i've sow

so..

with God

all things are possible

i will rely on God's strength

He never fails

I can do all things through christ who strengthens me

amen?

=)

[ made a wish* ]
at 3:58 PM
[ ]

Thursday, May 27

today's the last day of chi mock

my results?

54/80

53/80

58/80

sighx...

itz bad isnt it?

i shld be getting 65+

itz a mistake i got B3

i am SURE it is

i actually did some self studying yesterday

WOW

i shocked myself

the last time i did serious studyin was when i was sec 2

nightmarish(??)

i cudnt believe im such a geek

eeekx!

or rather a nerd

OMGOSH

im so gonna burn my book after o lvl

they totally ruin my image =X

aniwae...

was pissed off today

shadnt mention anithing

but

im AM STILL pissed off

i juz wanna get chinese O over and done with

i shld get my A1

i WILL

after all my efforts in studying

darn...

i sound like some...

nvm

i nid to get a life

rather den studying all day long

meet the parents session on saturday

to take back the report book

L1R5 - 37

i promised myself to let go .. to stop thinkin of my results

apparently..

my mind is not within my control

but still

i think...

i havent wake up to the reality

strike me

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:02 PM
[ ]

Wednesday, May 26

You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...

Where did you come from?
brought to you by Quizilla

heh.. i knew right from the start im an angel =X

[ made a wish* ]
at 9:24 PM
[ ]

din stay back for more chi extra lessons

feels that itz useless

since i alreadi noe the fang fa of comprehension and my paper 1 is no kick

talked to her

told her my problem lies in my own laziness

and i told her i wud improve

and i got 53/80 for Raffles Girls MYe paper

itz not good

still stuck at 69 ..

-.-''

aniwae .. i was calling my mum on my way home when i saw this cath high guy in front of me

i tht it was jul ..

den i reckon itz not

i tht itz juz some sec 2 guy

so i went on msging

den walking into the queue thingie for 911

someone snapped his finger in front of me

i was shocked o.0

and indeed it is jul

oopS?

=X

aniwae..

im gonna mug

so...

[ made a wish* ]
at 3:43 PM
[ ]

Tuesday, May 25

*strumming away on vincent's guitar[=X]*

hmm.. im online .. and im playing guit

o lvl chi 0 in 6 days time?

oops?

aniwae

my mock exams mark added up to 69 again

i nid one more pathetic mark to get myself out of chinese *for good*

we did raffles' girls 2004 mid yr exam paper today

wth?

tsk tsk

i shld mug

someone pls englighten me

GIVE ME THE SENSE OF URGENCY

[ made a wish* ]
at 7:01 PM
[ ]

Monday, May 24

my whole body is aching .. i escaped from the 135 compos today.. till got 60 more compos to do ...

additional to what i had today.. 3 more..

and i have to memorise zao ju and ci yu...

im dead tired

and my body is aching

and i looked so tanned

so red ...

so burnt?

aching body

plus

sun burnt skin

tiredness

ahhhhhh

chinese o ...

i can do this

JESUS I DO THIS FOR YOU

still.. my muscles' aching

im NOT gonna play sports animore

[ made a wish* ]
at 8:43 PM
[ ]

ahhh.. i haven finished the 135 compos im supposed to hand in today ... ahhhh.. im freaking out .. 135 .. yesh .. u see it .. 135 .. i onli finish like 70 .. OH NOOOOOOO

aniwae... had sports extravanganza yesterday .. played 10 matches . helping other cell group to play too.. heh.. can sae not bad for such a non-sporty person like me .. i m looking so tanned now ... sun burnt and all.. but im loving it.. LoLx

ahhhh... gone ... to do the 65 compos im left and supposed to complete by NOW ..

im quite sure im freaking out ..

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:18 AM
[ ]

Friday, May 21

juz came back from cell group meeting .. haha.. am gonna be so busy for these two weeks.. intensive chinese mock exams.. intensive chinese extra lessons.. basically .. from 7.40am - 5 pm .. i m doing chinese .. which is ... well ... tormenting?? .. oh well.. my L1R5 .. is 37 .. there or so lah.. which is quite depressing .. but im out of the period of moping and being depressed over my results.. the bible sae .. we are more den a conqueror .. we are overcomer.. we wil go from strength to strength .. glory to glory .. i m so GONNA SHOCK THE WORLD with my AMAZINGLY GOOD RESULTS .. im gonna be a light that shines .. im gonna glorify God for my wonderful O lvl results.. and becuz of that .. im gonna MUG like never before.. yes .. u heard it right ... *points to audience - cut that wtf look out-* .. and yes .. im gonna get better results than my brother.. im gonna make it to the top 5 jcs.. and i muz convince myself i can do that..

sheesh... i sound ... nevermind aniwae.. im gonna play captian ball for zone sports extravanganza thingie .. and WTH? i m playing sports..

friends.. look up in the sky.. u mite be lucky to see a pig flying .. =)

love peace joy...
mug mug mug
sane sane sane

*rolls my eyes*

[ made a wish* ]
at 10:15 PM
[ ]

itz time i get out of this .. stop moping over the results.. which i din go 100% all out for this examinations.. well.. i'll take this as a lesson .. as a challenge to me.. to do better next time .. i will go from glory to glory .. hehe..

aniwae.. im gonna work so hard for chinese O lvl on 31 may .. i think im gonna mug like nvr before.. and i WUN rely on my own strength .. but on God's strength..

aniwae... the reason i scored that bad for mid yr is .. i concentrated too much on maths.. and i passed my maths.. got a B4 .. which is alreadi good enuff for me .. since i alwayz failed maths.. and i wanna Thank God for that ..

im off~

love .. peace... joy

[ made a wish* ]
at 3:40 PM
[ ]

Thursday, May 20

guess what ?

combined humans -> E8

L1R5 : 40

my world is crashing..

[ made a wish* ]
at 8:34 PM
[ ]

Wednesday, May 19

im in shocked.. big shock of my life.. guess what? here's a peek at my results

Chinese : 69 (B3) -> what the h? whr's my distinction??WHR??!?!
Amaths : 19 (F9) -> not that im particularly concerned with this kind of results i get ALL the time
Physics : 45 (D7) -> now .. WHERE is my A1????
Chemistry : 41 (E8) -> *points to physics*
Principles of Accounts : 40 (E8) -> sort of have a sense that im gonna get this result

in short .. i m SHOCKED ... i CUDNT believe that I CUD actually GET this kind of results.. I m WAKING UP .. im gonna mug like nvr before .. and believe me .. I M GONNA SCORE STRAIGHT As for my O LVL.. and if i dun .. i juz shoot myself..

[ made a wish* ]
at 2:58 PM
[ ]

Tuesday, May 18

aesthetic week today.. 3 periods stuck in halll to watch the performance.. The Nottation*nt sure whether itz spelled correctly* came and performed.. they are from the acapella society ... and they sing so well.. after tat .. emaths.. i ask mdm nora whether did i pass or not and guess what? she said i did *praise god* and she said " if u work harder .. u can easily get an distinction *OMGOSH* and i am really proud of you" ... praise coming from her is indeed once in a blue moon .. and im really happy .. makes all my hardwork and prayers worthwhile.. God is good .. all the time

[ made a wish* ]
at 2:54 PM
[ ]

Monday, May 17

had S.E today .. totally boring .. post exams activities.. was thinking .. perharps.. it shldnt start at all? LoLx.. yingx ah yingx.. u must focus okie.. *it helps lots now im talkin to myself* ...

If you love somebody .. let them go
if they return .. they are yours
if they dont .. they aint urs in the first place..

BBmAk - Ghost of You and Me

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me everywhere
No matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
i can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts
Go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine

Raising my glass
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you

And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left
Of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out
In the evening glow
i can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name
For what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

[ made a wish* ]
at 9:22 PM
[ ]

snooped on my physics paper.. peeked at the results slip teacher had.. failed my physics.. i din expect to fail.. but i got an E8 .. i cant believe it .. sighx.. i failed accounts too i guess.. ms chitra said that we did the worst among the 3 clzes who took accounts.. my world is crumbling.. itz wake up reality call.. now i know why..

[ made a wish* ]
at 3:10 PM
[ ]

Sunday, May 16

listening to kevin kern- in my life now ... time check 11:52 .. suddenly feeling nostalgic ... suddenly i feel very very small .. compared to the world.. a gigantic yet vast world.. sometimes.. i think i understand myself alot.. but yet... i dun .. sometimes i think i understand myself too well.. so im alwayz confused.. sometimes i juz.. i think .. the world is ever changing.. i felt so lost .. itz hard catchin up.. but i have to .. i used to be more carefree... but circumstances now dun allow me to.. sometimes im tired .. but i noe i must move on .. God is strengthening me.. what i have gone thru .. i haf definately emerged stronger.. but ..im weak .. in some areas.. i guess.. itz hard .. itz really hard .. in this fallen world.. itz hard to survive .. living the way you are meant to be

[ made a wish* ]
at 11:56 PM
[ ]

Saturday, May 15

still have CRUSH on ACHILLES.. he's so damn strong and shuai .. and i cant get over his death .. tsk tsk..

saw HiM today .. haha.. hmmm.. itz pretty funny though .. i m quite blur den .. but nvm.. as long as i din make a fool out of myself.. LoLx.. SVC is great .. as usual.. i cudnt wait for EMERGE 2004 CONFERENCE to come .. i pray that i will be able to go for all 3 sessions.. im praying.. heh heh.. aniwae... God is Good.. i believe if i honour Him .. He will honour me.. im gonna get gd results for my mid yr.. well.. at least .. better den my clzmates'?? hehe.. shall not blog more..

BIG SHOUTOUT TO YUWEI JIEJIE
double muacks for her for helping me and cellgroup for talent time .. heh..

love.. peace.. joy
I LOVE ACHILLES
I LOVE JESUS MORE
=X

[ made a wish* ]
at 11:34 PM
[ ]

Friday, May 14

heh.. got nothing to do .. so decided to blog.. aniwae... most probably getting back most of the results back next week.. so i shall predict my results here .. maybe to prepare myself for the worst??

Targets

Combined Humanities : B4

English : B4

Chinese : A1*im really praying for A1 .. cuz the paper is really difficult .. *sobz*

well.. this is the onli 3 subjects im confident in scoring well.. the rest .. lets juz leave it there..

the sch wan us to have L1R5<20 ... im pretty sure i cant make it.. and if i cant make it.. im gonna cry until i die.. no.. scratch that.. im gonna work harder till i get the results and wow my parents.. wow my teachers.. wow my school ..

pastor preached before.. remember ur past achievements.. so im gonna remember that im smart and i've gotten straight As results.. and im gonna believe that i can do it ..

im delusional .. HELP...

[ made a wish* ]
at 5:55 PM
[ ]

heh.. new layout.. actually .. not really .. haha.. i made the background myself.. itz not that amazing .. cuz the onli grahpic prog i had in my comp is .. paint .. pathetic as it seems.. itz reality .. until i lay my hands on print shop pro .. im gonna change layout again .. well.. since i got the craze for troy and achille.. i wun change this background ani much sooner.. i know itz a bit hard to read.. but i dun care =D

[ made a wish* ]
at 11:53 AM
[ ]

went to sch today .. last day of exams .. well itz stupid leh.. onli got 3 pure sci clzes taking physics paper 1 which lasted for only 1hr? school was quite deserted .. except for us .. for ONCE .. sch was quite quiet... almost to the extend of tranquility .. tsk tsk .. thatz the differenece between sec 1 kids and us =) .. oh well.. went to sch alone .. and while waiting for the 962 bus .. i was looking around ..i was the first in the queue .. and then .. the bus 912 came.. den the door open .. and of all natural behaviour of human being .. i looked up .. and den .. the stupid bus driver juz smiled at me -.-'' .. was leng-ed .. while .. after that.. sch .. den went home .. and i wonder whatz wrong with people nowadays.. i mean .. i was in queue *again* .. and there was this LADY .. who just pushed her way in .. and put herself in front of me .. and den .. while i was reading 8 days .. being engrossed in the cover story *BRAD PITT* .. the bus came.. as i was about to take out my ez link card.. there were two aunties squeezing past me .. i was like ... almost non-existance to them .. *rolled my eyes* .. aniwae .. im obsessed with troy .. and with achilles.. and im gonna mope for the rest of my life*not really* cuz he died and mourning for his dead body .. and insulting orlando bloom *paris* for killing achilles... *tsk tsk* .. i m absolutely in love with the movie TroY .. im gonna get the soundtrack lor.. itz so nice.. and im gonna suan my brother and tell him all the story before he go and watch .. so i can be a spoiler =X .. nahz... im not that bad.. im juz gonna tell him... achilles died.. and im heartbroken.. cuz he's the only one i deem handsome in the show .. and well.. the one acting as his cousin too..

there's the movie review on troy in 8 days.. and here's a part of it " can anyone in the audience not weep when Priam begs Achilles to return to him the body of his slain son, those famous O'toole blue eyes racked with anguish" apparently .. both gab and i were laughing =X.. dont asked us why ...perharps .. itz juz the LOOK on Achilles' face when he was so shocked/stunned to fine Priam kissing his hands?? nevertheless.. im touched.. but i will not go to the extend of crying nor weeping .. perharps.. i wud.. if im not watching it with my frens...

[ made a wish* ]
at 10:47 AM
[ ]

Thursday, May 13

okie... i was the one who's early today.. waiting for gab and ning at bk .. after which we went jurong point .. watched troy =X .. very nice.. im gonna blog about my review on troy later .. while... we were shopping at jurong point (duh) .. ning bought a new shirt .. we all wore white .. hehe.. YEAH... we forgot to take neoprints -.-''
im totally in love with troy...
TroY::
this movie is about the fall of troy ... but taken in the view of the greek king *forgot his name* .. den achillis*brad pitt* had an innate killing talent ... yeah .. so the story goes on .. the prince of troy .. the second one .. *orlando bloom* was at .. the dunno whr lah .. make peace treaty with the king ... which is the then greek king;s bro .. he had taken a liking in the queen of sparta.. yeah.. tatz the place.. and he smuggled her back to troy .. this sparked off the whole war thing .. the sparta king wanting his honour back and the greek king *which i dun bother to even rem his name* for his greed .. the whole show is very gory and bloody .. which is totally not to my liking .. i love peace ^_^.. but there's shuai ge .. so watch it .. aniwae... alot of scenes were predicted .. and there's alot of funny parts lor.. me and gabbie were the onli one laughing .. while ning was crying at the part where hector *1st prince of troy* was about to go out and fight with akillis .. the love story was about prince paris and helen .. and briseis and achillis ..
aniwae.. the king priam .. is stupid .. really .. firstly .. the prince hector told him not to attack .. but he did.. and caught the downfall of his empire indirectly .. and while he tot that the people had fled and left behind the big horse.. now prince hector was already dead ..rince paris is the heir .. and he adviced his father to burn tthat stupid horse statue .. the prime advisor told him itz a gift from God .. and he brought in to the capital.. *rolled my eyes* .. this .. caused his downfall .. DIRECTly .. aniwae .. my review is pretty vague .. cuz i not caught up with this political side of the movie .. but the romance .. LoLx .. aniwae.. brad pitt died in the end.. his weakest point is his foot.. and prince paris shoot him .. and he died.. i tried to cry .. but .. itz too funny =X oh well.. i am still sad that he died.. =X
itz a great movie nonetheless.. i strongly adviced u guyz to watch it .. itz has made it to top 10 fave movies to me .. LoLx..

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Throughout time, men have waged war. Some for power, some for glory, some for honor – and some for love.

In ancient Greece, the passion of two of literature’s most notorious lovers, Paris, Prince of Troy (ORLANDO BLOOM) and Helen (DIANE KRUGER), Queen of Sparta, ignites a war that will devastate a civilization. When Paris spirits Helen away from her husband, King Menelaus (BRENDAN GLEESON), it is an insult that cannot be suffered. Familial pride dictates that an affront to Menelaus is an affront to his brother Agamemnon (BRIAN COX), powerful King of the Mycenaeans, who soon unites all the massive tribes of Greece to steal Helen back from Troy in defense of his brother’s honor.

In truth, Agamemnon’s pursuit of honor is corrupted by his overwhelming greed – he needs to conquer Troy to seize control of the Aegean, thus ensuring the supremacy of his already vast empire. The walled city, under the leadership of King Priam (PETER O’TOOLE) and defended by mighty Prince Hector (ERIC BANA), is a citadel that no army has ever been able to breach. One man alone stands as the key to victory or defeat over Troy – Achilles (BRAD PITT), believed to be the greatest warrior alive.

Arrogant, rebellious and seemingly invincible, Achilles has allegiance to nothing and no one, save his own glory. It is his insatiable hunger for eternal renown that leads him to attack the gates of Troy under Agamemnon’s banner – but it will be love that ultimately decides his fate.

Two worlds will go to war for honor and power. Thousands will fall in pursuit of glory. And for love, a nation will burn to the ground.

[ made a wish* ]
at 6:36 PM
[ ]

hehe.. goin out soon.. supposed to meet the gang at 12 .. but i think .. i will be late o.0 .. think onli lah.. haha.. actually wanna go orchard one .. but since jaz not well.. den go jurong point .. photos photos .. i love taking photos!!! gab is bringin her digicam along .. hiak hiak .. i can satisfy the narcissism in me .. hahahaha.=X .. aniwae.. juz tag abit here.. haha.. gonna go bathe le.. tk care peeps

love ... peace...joy

[ made a wish* ]
at 10:58 AM
[ ]

Wednesday, May 12

caught this while blog-hopping... get intrigued =X

>>Subject: [Wierd - This History Piece]
>>
>> > > > > Have a history teacher explain this if they can!
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
>> > > > > John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.
>> > > > >
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
>> > > > > John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
>> > > > > Both wives lost a child while living in the White House.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Both Presidents were shot in the head.
>> > > > > Now it gets really weird.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
>> > > > > Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Both were assassinated by Southerners.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincol n, was born in1808.
>> > > > > Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in1908.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in
>>1839.
>> > > > > Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in
>>1939.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Both assassins were known by their three names.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Now hang on to your seat !
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Lincoln was shot at the theater named "Ford."
>> > > > > Kennedy was shot in a car called "Lincoln" made by "Ford."
>> > > > >
>> > > > > Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.
>> > > > > And here's the "kicker":
>> > > > >
>> > > > > A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe,
>>Maryland.
>> > > > > A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn
>>Monroe.
>> > > > >
>> > > > > and Lincoln was shot in a theater and the assassin ran to
>>a
>> >warehouse.
>> > > > > Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and the assassin ran to
>>a theater.

[ made a wish* ]
at 10:27 PM
[ ]

schOoL:
exams were okay.. was folding paper cranes .. haha.. i shld make folding paper cranes my livelihood .. i was doing amaths.. the amath paper 2 is much easier than 1 .. but tsk tsk .. im gonna fail it aniwae.. so i din even study for it .. was folding various sizes of paper cranes from the papers i had for amaths =\ .. my friends were like o.0 0.o .. and well .. the teacher was like -.-'' .. from A4 size .. to the size of my fingernail.. muahaha.. i shld make my empire - folding paper cranes - .. tsk tsk .. itz surpass any joy of doing amath paper -.-'''

after school.. was planning to go home.. but since i see gabbie so ke lian .. no one pei her go make ez link.. i sacrifice my sleeping time .. go with her to yishun .. catch Van Hel Sing .. itz so nice .. but since i got vampire phobia.. was quite scared .. LoLx..

The Movie:
the movie plot is so nice .. van hel sing is the archangel Gabriel.. and the whole plot and music is cool.. but the vampires are too stupid .. they talked too much lah.. no wonder got killed in the end =X .. the frankenstein's monster is so cute .. he still quote bible verse " Though i walk through the valley of the shadows of death .. i will fear no evil" in palsm.. reminds me of CCC's praise .. haha... aniwae...itz a great movie .. i definately recommend to anyone.. actually i got alot to blog.. but i've forgot what i initially wanna write.. so eh.. ?

love and peace and joy

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Tuesday, May 11

im using >BlogThis< ... lolx.. wonder why i bother to sae it out.. i believe im dying soon.. arghH .. i got this terrible flu .. and my nose is blocked .. and how i breath!! how cuz i caught flu in such HUMID weather? duh .. went to bishan today ... was pretty shocked .. at the circle line near guide house .. haha.. it HAS been a long time since i went bishan .. bought proficiency badges.. and den went to eat kfc with hazel... blehx.. saw lots of raffles and catholic high students.. cudnt help but laugh... dun ask me why .. but we juz did =) ..

well.. itz HAS been a long time since i last boarded mrt .. and that commercial is totally irritanting
DinG DanG DinG DanG thingie rite .. itz so annoying .. itz like high pitch and loud .. and .. -.-''
oh well.. i shldnt talk too much now.. cuz my friends sae my voice is high too.. and i guesss.. itz very irritating .. if i cant stand my voice.. how cud they? tsk tsk .. poor friends =X

well.. goin to orchard and fun the time of mah LIFE on thursday .. UNoFfIcIaL celebration of the end of mid year exams.. haha.. goin out with gab , ning and jaz.. juz us four .. cut away their other halves.. itz time they do this man.. or else im owayz the odd one out ... tsk tsk .. we're gonna shop till we drop.. MUAHAHHAHAHA =X

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photos!!! hehe.. taken during easter de.. long long ago .. now den print out.. 100 hugs to gabbie for helping me scan.. muahaha.. i juz LOVE taking photos..

this is taken outside singapore indoor stadium on easter sunday...

this is the whole N122 members .. hehe.. and the new friends

front starting from left : audrey , candy , yee wen , me
back : candy and millie

me and tanya .. taken inside the singapore indoor stadium .. way before the crowd come in

clockwise : ginny , aries , millie , candy , audrey and me

photos photos.. i love photos.. i love taking photos.. muahahaha

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im hating my computer .. itz kinda like having 40+ viruses in the comp swimming around attacking on every prog i got .. *shakes head* .. itz so slow now .. and got all sorts of problem.. and the thing is ... i cant find that virus... sighx.. maths was okie.. im confident that i can pass.. *i hope so lahhhh* .. aniwae.. tml amaths paper 2 and poa paper 1.. dun feel like studying.. basically.. i juz given up hopes on amath.. goin to bishan later.. haha.. so long

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Monday, May 10

I did it in 17 seconds.
I deserved an A-!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

got 41 sec for the 1st time .. 9 sec for the sec time .. 17 sec for the 3rd time .. *rolls my eyes*

*whines* my bro is so unfair!!! how could he bought for himself at $30+ book and not buy for me a new wallet .. how cud he not dotes on his onli cute *wait-scratch that* adorable and sweet and nice sister .. he dunno whatz he's missing out .. tsk tsk =X .. oh well.. im tired .. i believe my body system is crashing soon.. i mean i had 12 hours of slp *can u believe it?* and still feel like sleeping .. *shakes head*

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hey hey .. blogger got a new look =X hehe.. oh well.. chemistry was pretty...?? cudnt find a word to describe it .. but i noe .. i aint gonna pass .. hehe.. oh well.. i really like my blog music.. i alwayz like those classical music or those pieces .. it makes me feel connected to the nature .. it make me appreciate things that are beyond visual entertainment .. itz a kind of spirit .. an emotion .. that lifted up ur soul .. i alwayz like kevin kern's pieces .. it get deep into my soul and make me feel really lifted .. refreshing .. perharps i shld put them here? hehe..

well.. shld i go watch koma with gab they all later?? hmm.. i felt quite tired leh.. and somemore they all couple couple.. i abit left out? unless can find someone to pull along with me .. hehe.. really very happy to see ning bein happy again ... the joy is beyond any words to describe lor.. itz like a mixture of happiness ; relief ; and some others.. oh well.. jus praise God lor.. hope that she will alwayz be happy

ehx.. i hope o will get over soon.. or else i dunno what im gonna do.. go mad perharps? hehe.. no one wan to pei wo watch van hel sing or dawn of the dead .. bleh.. den i wanna watch harry potter and spiderman 2 .. haha.. so many movies to watch .. how to choose?? *ponders* hmmm.. tml maths paper 1... not that worried..haha.. ehx.. im really bored.. who bored can sms chat with me...haha.. i doubt so ..most will be mugging for exams.. not like me .. so relax and so free.. oh well.. tsk tsk.. juz leave it that im enjoying my life and not stressing my life out .. or rather .. to prevent me from getting mental? hehe..

love... peace... joy

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Sunday, May 9

blehx .. i M supposed to be studying.. which , in reality , i haven even touch my chemistry book yet .. what am i doing ? sighx.. i really shouldnt be like this.. onli study at the start of the nite . making me feel so tired in the morning.. but i cant seem to be concentrating in the morning either.. my thts run wild.. sighx.. perharps i shld juz forget? infatuation is temporary .. so why am i concern? it will juz go off bah.. at least i hope so.. but this is too long le bah.. 8 mths le.. issit that i din wan to forget? sighx.. must be crazy le.. althu i alwayz siao siao .. sae this person shuai that person shuai .. in the end.. the one i still like is not them .. blehx.. this is bad.. the onli thing is thank god we're of different services... or else.. i think it gonna last long.. i hope this feeling will go bahz .. cuz i noe .. he's not the one .. lolx

oh well...i must be mental le.. exam stress... sometimes i feel like a balloon.. im suffocating.. i nid something to burst me .. to help me let go of my burdens.. my stress.. that pin is God? let go and let god .. tatx what aries alwayz sae.. perharps i shld try ..?

tsk tsk.. im dead - X.X -

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crushes come and go .. so why am i bothered?
wat am i doing here?
i dunno
i nid a Life
get me out of here..

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pretty dead in chinese.. i wun get A .. im gonna take chinese for the later part of the year too.. im stunned .. must be the drinks stall anuties lah.. before exams told us the papers super difficult.. cuz principal wants the teacher to set very difficult to lift up our standard.. i mean whatz WRONG with the sch and its system? isnt it good enuff that we achieve aboure 90% distinction for mother tongue .. *rolled my eyes* .. i believe itz sadistic .. very sadistic for them t0 torture us like this..
aniwae .. pastor preached a great msg today.. about motherhood .. den i was like .. im very defiant lor.. den very rebellious sometimes? alwayz have shouting match with my mum.. juz a few days ago.. felt bad .. and this week.. God just sent me this msg lor.. itz like .. refreshing my mind .. sighx.. hugged her and told her happy mothers' day juz now.. gave her a present.. thinks she's pretty touched .. heh heh .. a hug can do wonders .. blehx.. im real tired right now.. gotta go~
love al.. peace to alll

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Friday, May 7

i cant believe it.. im laughing .. i've nvr seen such easy physics paper before.. i must be dreaming .. but too bad .. im gonna fail it aniwae.. contradicting? haha.. juz blame it on the lack of revision i had for physics.. tsk tsk .. basically i wrote all those ludicrous answer .. most probably the teacher wud be laughing her/his ass off when she/he mark my paper.. watever.. at least .. i provided her/him some entertianment...

history was even better .. i studied 3 chapters only .. and all came out .. tsk tsk .. i wonder why? God's favour must be upon me.. haha.. bought mummy's day gift .. sort of to atone my actions these few weeks.. was pissed off easily .. i guess .. itz the exam stress?

tsk tsk.. i off to dreamland.. i nid DA sleep.. i cant believe i slept thru while both my alarm clocks were ringing .. i mite be real tired..

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Thursday, May 6

poa is down .. im dead meat .. focuz too much on emath.. den i din even flip one page to revise on poa .. *bless me* i was liking .. skipping all the questions.. den i knew im dead meat ... haha.. aniwae.. itz alreadi over .. i dun brood over .. tomorrow physics and history .. whoever put pure physics and humans together is crazy .. yesh .. i am sure the administrator in my sch is screwed up *points to brain* ..

in irc .. suddenly there's this girl msging me .. saying she got alot of problem and ask me to call her .. im stunned.. i dun noe her and out of nowhere she pops up and sae this.. my life is a wonderful complex story .. *rolled my eyes*

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Wednesday, May 5

i think im a goner in amath paper .. i wud be happy to get 1/80 .. haha.. seriously .. the onli question i got hope in .. i made a careless mistake .. and wrong le lor.. i hope can get some marks in paper .. so the results in my report book wun look so dot dot .. aniwae... social studies was quite okie.. i tht SBQ wud be sri lanka .. so i din bother i read up merger .. but it came out as SBQ .. faked thru lor .. and chose switzerland for SEQ .. ehx.. woke up at 3am to study leh.. now im like tired.. but goin to lib later .. tml poa and emaths paper 2 .. ehx.. i must practise lor.. den friday physics and history .. i felt so rushed .. cuz i am not prepared enuff? aniwae.. wish me all the best .. haha .

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Tuesday, May 4

okie .. im totally crazy right now .. adrenaline pumping and all .. exams tml !!!! amath and ss ... but i dun feel like thing except like exams tml .. must feel at least nervous or what .. as though i obliged to feel such emotions .. haha.. aniwae.. found someone i had a crush on long time ago .. and he still looks so kawaii.. and i was telling jaz about him .. haha.. den she told me dun get too excited .. haha .. i guess im over excited .. lolx.. well.. still gaga over boys at this stage .. tsk tsk .. ying ah yingx .. wake up .. this yr o lvl lehx.. *now im talking to myself?* -shakes head- ... haha.. but i guess .. that has to do with the lack of cute guyz in riverside .. tsk tsk .. no offense .. aniwae.. i shld get my butt out of this chair and start studying liao .. gonna go mac with gab later .. haha .. ask vincent teach me amath.. abit last min .. but i guess.. it will have to do ... peace out ..
*still crazy about him*
*still confused about whr to go after Os*

my life is a tad melodramatic~

Bless All... Smilez
yInGx

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Sunday, May 2

first the nicoll highway collaspe .. now the ayer rajar construction site freak accident .. lives of innocent people are taken away everyday .. every single second .. every time we take a breath .. someone innocent was killed.. a thousand miles apart in distance might not transcend ani emotions or feelings .. but whatever we see and hear do affects us .. indirectly i guess.. death is not a distant thing in my mind .. i think about it all the time .. dont ask me why .. but i guess.. it has to do with all my chances that slip out of my hand when i failed to tell them about christ before they passed on .. i guess .. i still haven let go .. of my grandma's death .. i guess.. i still blamed myself? .. but definately .. i've learnt something out of this tormenting experience.. never let go of any chances... when there's an opportunity .. as i reminiscence of the past times i had with her .. i couldnt help but shed tears .. never once in my memory i told her i love her.. i nvr once told her i appreciated her .. itz hard that i have to use past tense to talk about her .. im not the kind who will go around telling people i love them or appreciate them .. not even to my parents.. and im wondering why .. i can tell the whole world i love Jesus .. but why cant i juz tell my parents i love them too? itz weird .. but i guess.. im not letting go of ani chances.. im gonna tell them i love them .. today .. this instance .. so i noe .. hey.. i wun regret letting them noe of my affection..

peace out .. hey friends.. i love you all ..

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haha.. feeling pretty bored now .. so decided to blog since i din make ani entry yesterday .. pastor preached a great msg .. a continuation of what he preached 2 weeks ago .. itz about releasing your potential .. and i felt really refreshed in my mind .. a renewed mind .. i will stop saying i cant do it .. but with God all things are possible =D
mid yr coming le.. not really prepared.. so how? im gonna start now .. itz not too late .. the most impt is still O lvl .. so yeah .. im gonna work hard and shine for him .. *start burning the midnight oil* .. yeah i guess tt all? wun be blogging as much i suppose? haha..

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