a swirl of hope lingers around the illuminating glow of sparkles

2005-06-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

ehx.. look @ this =X

2004-10-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

my new hairstyle !!! taken at church lobby *LoLx*

2004-09-30T16:09:00.000+08:00

my desktop.. isnt it cute?

2004-08-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

due to a sudden rush of people viewing my blog

i decided to keep my privacy

ask me and i may decide to let u view my blog

2004-08-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

i wonder shld i skip school tml

after crying for like 1hr ++..

i can see my eyes swelling up

so shld i go?

damn..

im never able to get past this hurt

it hurts so much

so much

in my whole life

i never get a F***** B..

im a A student for Chinese

i was rather..

moment of angst

i hate everyone..

i hate myself the most ..

shit.. i shld hide this blog

2004-08-12T17:21:00.000+08:00

shit ..

this is pathetic

i shldnt get B3 for my chinese

whr is my A1

i hate everyone!!

i hate myself..

from now on..

im gonna study like nobody business

why

becuase i had to take chinese all over again

and when the rest of my subjects are as shit as my chinese

or even worse

i can dream of goin nowhere

everything sucks

damnit..

why must i be the 30% who didnt get distinction

this is hell..

damn...

i hate my life

2004-08-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

listening : Hoobastank - The Reason

my current favourite song

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Bible sae.. The yoked shld not be mixed with the unyoked..

so when a christian falls in love with a non christian

the relationship shld not even start at all

Michael Learns to Rock - 25 mins

After some time I've finally made up my mind
she is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
to tell her I love her
and I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
but she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twenty five minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends
But still I see her in front of the church
the only place in town where I didn't search
She looked so happy in her wedding dress
but she cried while she was saying this
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twenty five minutes too late
Out in the streets
places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
inside my head
still I can hear the words she said
Chorus:
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry your are
twenty five minutes too late
I can still hear her say.......

2004-08-11T17:39:00.000+08:00

the apprehension is killing me..

getting back MT O lvl results tml

i had a dream..

i dreamt that i got A2..

in that dream.. i cried like nobody's business

i wan A1..

haiz..

God .. i lift up my studies in your hands

so i shall not worry .

ahhhh

im getting freak out

i failed my maths mock exam

totally kill ani confidence in me

if your heart is not condemned .. u will have the confidence

God.. i nid your strength

pray for me k ?

2004-08-10T09:49:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Britney Spears - Everytime
Previously listening to : Jet - Look what you're done

ahh.. i got tons of assignments.. which i haven even touch ..

blehx... my kor juz changed his handphone to a flip phone

i also wan flip phone!!!!!!!!

i wan SAMSUNG E600C .. so i can bring out my fullest narcissism =X

aniwae.. next week is Church Big Day le..

i wan to bring 6 Friends..

if i sae it.. i can have it

amen =D

2004-08-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. i took photo with Bro Mark and Pastor Yoong today

they are so nice =D

aniwae.. i wan samsung e600c..

must pray for me to get it ok =X

aniwae... on a more serious note..

o lvl mt results coming soon

must pray i get A1 okie =X

cuz i really put in alot of effort

God is a rewarder..

and i m the head and not the tail

if i believe and have the faith to get A1

i will get it

so ..

i will =DDDDD

2004-08-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

listening to : Jay - Qi Li Xiang

nice song .. haha

hmMmMm...

i haven start doin my hmk lehx..

how leh?

17 assignments leh

hehe.. hmmmmmmmmmmm...

dunno why im so "laughy" today..

perhaps.. becuz..

haha..

okie.. im just a bit nutty

no..gab is nutty

im cookies..

haha

madness??

*sings*

2004-08-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

Jet - Look What You've Done

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won
Ooh oo
Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you,
I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone

Jet - Are You Gonna Be My girl

It's 1, 2, 3
Take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mineI say you look so fine
And I really wanna make you mine
Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
When you look like that, do ya, honey
Big black boots, Long brown hair, She’s so sweet
With her get-back stare
Well I could take you home with me,
But you were with another man, yeah!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yeah!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Well, so 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mineI say you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine
Oh, 4, 5, 6 c'mon and get your kicks
Now you don’t need that money
With a face like that, do ya
Big black boots, Long brown hair, She’s so sweet With her get-back stare
Well, I could see, You home with me,
But you were with another man, yeah
!I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yeah!I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Oh yeahOh yeahC'mon!I could seeYou home with me,
But you were with another man, yeah!
I know we ain't got much to say
Before I let you get away, yeah!
Be my girlBe my girlAre you gonna be my girl?Yeah

2004-08-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

i must admt .. Lord of the Rings is nice

espcially when legolas is so zai

aragon is so shuai

frodo is so cute

however.. lord of the rings still seems like a horror movie to me..

oh yeah..

my comp is back

upgrade to win Xp liao..

my stuff not lost

2004-08-07T13:10:00.000+08:00

was watching Lord of The Ring : Fellowship of the Ring..

haha.. i was screaming thruout..

the dark knights *or something liddat* were super scary lor..

i was like watching horror movie..

goin to church later..

so yeah

tata

2004-08-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh

my comp crashed

now im using my brother's room comp..

my photos!!!!!!

my songs!!!

basically ... that's the two i missed!!!

wait.. scratch that...

MY POKEMON GAME!!!!

sheesh..

i hate my comp ...

MY DREW FULLeR WALLPAPER!!!

sheesh!!!

i hate my comp

2004-08-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

Additional Assignments :

16) Math Test on Wed

17) Explain the 3 parts of KMT-CCP Relationship

sighx... 17 assignments in 5 days!!!

somemore friday got stomp practices

sat got church

sun might be goin to church

monday going to Bro's ian wedding

tuesday goin gab's house play guitar

I GOT NO TIME!!!

sighx..

aniwae.. today no physics lesson..

so it's good

haha

did alot of violent stuff today

haha

i got nothing to blog

starting to worry for PRELIMs

sighx

2004-08-04T19:20:00.000+08:00

JET's songs are nice

2004-08-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

my assignments :

1) English Situational Writing : News Report

2) PoA Tutorial Worksheet

3) Social Studies : How effective is UN?
How effective is ASEAN?

4) english summary TYS Nov 1994

5) PoA O lvl Specimen Papers

6 ) PoA Worksheet MCQs

7) POA TYS Nov 2001 Qns 1- 4

8) Maths Tutorial Worksheets : 3 sets

9) Vector Test Next Wed

10) English O lvl Oral - 16 Aug

11) Chemistry Notes *Chap 1 - 18*

12) POA Notes *Practical Chapters*

13) Physics Test Chap 17 - 20

14) Physics Notes *Chap 11- 25*

15) History : KMT - CCP Relationship * Detailed MindMap*

Nice week end im having =D

Time To set the momentum..

Get the ball rolling

get myself to study

*points up*

*shakes head*

*mumbling* not fun

Peace out

I Love You

As I Love Jesus

So im Strengthen knowing Jesus is with me

so ..

STUDY~

2004-08-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

haha

i finished the da vinci code

nice book

nice plot

brilliant writer

haha..

2004-08-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

woah.. was reading Gab's The Da Vinci Code.. read until page 312 only .. den i returned it to Gab.. cuz she haven finish.. i cudnt wait to finish that book.. it is wickedly interesting.. intriguing.. to some extent.. hilarious =X.. the question about christianity is too far fetched.. however.. those whu are not strong in their faith might be shaken..

however .. i still laughing over the line whr it sae.. leonardo da vinci was a homesexual.. LoLx

im gonna get that book =D

aniwae.. later goin out with dinah to get jul's present..
so yeah..

later

*chants* i love jesus!!!!*chants*

2004-08-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

Listening : Xiao Hu Dui - Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui?
Previously : Xiao Hu Dui - Zhu Ni Yi Lu Shun Feng

Verse:

ni de xin qing zong zai fei shen me shi dou xiang qu zhui

xiang zhuo zhu yi dian an wei

ni zong shi xi huan zai ren qun zhong pai hui

ni zui hai pa gu dan de zi wei

ni de xin na me cui yi peng jiu hui sui

jing bu qi yi dian feng chui

ni de shen bian zong xu yao xu duo ren pei

ni zui hai pa mei tian de tian hei

Brdge:

dan shi tian zong hui hei ren zong yao li bie

shui ye bu neng yong yuan pei shui

er gu dan de zi wei shui dou yao mian dui

bu zhi shi ni wo hui gan jue dao pi bei

Chorus:

dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui

ni xiang bu xiang zhao ge ren lai pei

ni de kuai le shang bei zhi you wo neng ti hui

rang wo zai pei ni zou yi hui

--

Din go to my Family Gathering yesterday.. thank God my parents never scold me.. i guess partly was becuz my brother din go too.. his reason was ridiculous to an extent.. he sadi he's goin out with his friends.. go K Box.. and well... mine? i wan to stay back after service for fellowshipping .. aniwae.. Pst Mike is Great.. can really sense the tangible presence of God yesterday.. Many people were set free .. Praise the Lord..

Hillsongs - With all I am

into your hand i commit again
all i am for you
Lord you hold my world
in the palm of Your hand
and i am Yours forever Jesus
I believe in You Jesus
I belong to you
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
Will all i am
I'll walk with You wherever You Go
Throught tears and joy
I'll trust in You
And i will live
in all of Your ways and Your Promises forever
i will worship , i will worship

yesterday was membership day too.. can see people in my zone promoted to EMs and MMs.. im gonna work hard too =D .. to build up my spiritual life.. to complete my bible studies .. to get my Christian foundation Cert ..

Hillsongs - Take all of Me

You broke the night like the sun , and healed my heart with Your great love
any trouble i couldnt bear
You lifted me upon Your shoulders
Love that's stronger , love that covers sin
and takes the weight of the world
i love You , all of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ , take my life , take all of me
You stand on mountaintops with me
with You i walk through the valley
You gave your only son for me
You grace is all i rely on
I love you so and i give up my life to say
I need you so , my everything

--

everytime im down .. spiritually.. i will cling on to God.. i will go for cgm.. i will go for svc.. for i know.. if i am away from his presence.. that makes me sad... Man will fail.. God will never fail..

Do you Trust God?
He's the creator of heaven and earth.. He know us even when we are in our mother's womb..
Do You Love God?
He loves us so when we are still sinners that He sent His only son to die on the cross for us.. to take away our sins.. so that we can be washed clean by Jesus' precious blood

i can sae i Love God alot..
Thou none will follow .. I will follow

im weak.. but He is strong..

2004-07-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

i luv china!! i luv china ..

i REALLY LOVE China

i jus dun like china's history

IT IS DRIVING ME NUTS

2004-07-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

listening to : Troy soundtrack

i cant bring myself to talk to her..

i dunno how?

i dunno why?

but im not gonna do anithing about it

aniwae.. im not angry with her or wat

just the communication aint there animore

oh watever..

i shld go to slp

2004-07-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

here's a list of things im gonna get after mission pledge

* NLB Version Bible
* Hillsongs - Shout to the Lord 1 & 2
* MLTR - 19 Love Ballads
* Piano Songs - Various Artiste

not alot . haha

2004-07-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

Self-sacrifice is the defining pinnacle of friendship. Jesus said," Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends"(John 15:13) . We're not often called upon to sacrifice our lives for our friends, but the principle of sacrifice remains true today. If you have friends you know would brace a burning car to pull you to safety or face down an angry mob that was after you blood, you can count yourself blessed indeed. But sacrifice is so much more than being willing to die for a friend. It's being willing to diewith your friend when the crowd condemns or ridicules your ideas. It's accomodating your craving for Chinese when she's secretly dying for pizza. It's driving across town three times a day to let you dog out so you can have a romantice weekend away. It's giving you the best seat at the movies, the bigger piece of French silk pie, and taking vacation to accompany you to the doctor for that scary test. Sometimes we might not even be aware of the loving sacrifices a friend is making on our behald. That's what was so awesom about Jesus' sacrifice: He gave His life to save those who didn't know Him or who rejected Him as their friend. Sacrifice for a friend is alwayz worth it, even if it's never acknowledged, appreciated, or known. No sacrifice is ever unnoticed.

*taken from pg 74-75 of the book*

God alwayz send His help when We cannot handle the test he has given us.. i guess.. this really bless me and make me understand whatever i had done is worth it.. and i shldnt care whether im being appreciated ..

hope this blesses you too =D

2004-07-28T17:36:00.000+08:00

it's like there's a sudden rush of people buying "the da vinci code book" .. to a point that all bookstores in CWP were out of stock.. been wanting to read it since i've heard about it.. church do sell "the da vinci code's deception" .. but i really wan to read what the original da vinci code is about lor.. haha..

here's a list of books i wana buy :

The Da Vinci Code
The Da Vinci Code's Deception
The Life of Pi
Cracking of The Da Vinci Code

haha... im obsessed with it..

aniwae.. liyun/raymund/alvin gave me a book .. haha.. it's very nice .. very inspirational.. can be found in mount zion.. Hugs for Friends.. ahhhhh.. the real life accounts were just too sweet and touching ..

oh yeah.. math mock exam was crap.. haha.. aniwae.. i PASSED ACCOUNTS.. 27/45.. haha.. i just love the number 27 heh~

2004-07-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

im goin to do my hmk

im goin to study

rom12:2

yeah

2004-07-27T17:25:00.000+08:00

feeling : pissed yet happy cuz im 16
listening : my dad singing karaoke..
thinking : i do not nid this.. it's my birthday!!!!

TODAY IS MY DAY!!! MY DAY!!! MY DAY!!! MY BIRTHDAY!! =X

let's start on a happier note!!! Gab's so nice to give me such sweet presents... i love it =D.. esp the purple liquid filled bottle.. and that sweet soft toy dog .. i've got a soft spot for soft toys.. haha.. aniwae.. she was like.. taking the dog and made some silly movements.. cute.. haha..
the class is so nice too.. they sang me a birthday song .. haha

ok.. on a less happier note.. yesterday jaz and chee ning had a fight.. and i think jaz's not in sch today is becuz of chee ning .. and guess what? gab and i were being sandwiched again!!! it's alwayz like this.. and guess wat? we've alwayz been there.. and tell me.. of one time.. when she wan to vent her anger on someone .. we werent there.. and really .. the words that she used really hurts.. i mean.. it doesnt affect me that much now .. cuz i dun bother alreadi.. and why dun i bother? becuz it doesnt help that you're being treated like trash and everytime u try to help u get bitten back.. once bitten.. twice shy .. guess what? it took me to get bitten for hundred times becuz i've learnt my lesson..

*here's an excerpt from Gab's view*

jasmine was absent today. cos of yesterday? and cheening was not in a good mood. cos of yesterday? so put 1 and 1 together..and you'll guess what happened yesterday. haha. i got an earful from cheening at recess . it was ok. during SS (ms haslinda was not here) we were talking..then she said (for the second time already) :" nvm, bear with all this for another few months and i don't need to see you all again."
so i got shocked again. i told her it's very hurting. i haven't done anything to her right? she said " i always felt you were closer to liying and anyway i feel that she doesn't like me." okkayyyy. i ignored her the rest of the day. enough explaining, because i'd done it already.
i know she always treated jasmine as her bestest friend and liying and i are just 'second-class' in her eyes. even after getting pissed by jasmine she'll be more worried why she hides herself away. she's like always chasing after jasmine and not getting appreciated. i 'm fine with that. all these months i've been trying to be there for her, whatever problems she has, and encourage her. when have i ever denied her the friendship? she doesn't open up, ok. i ll wait. and liying and i are always her pillows and dustbins (figure it out). true, liying and i are closer. but aren't she and jasmine closer too? they argue more too. and we're always getting sandwiched. so liying and i reached a point of neutrality yesterday in case we took sides.(we even have to resort to that)
and..occsionally there'll be blowups and attitude problems from them too. i've had enough ok.i just didn't know that in cheening's eyes, i'm just someone whom she doesn't have to see after a few months. wow. what have i been doing? even liying is pissed now.

*end*

get it?

if i dun like her or dun care about her .. WUD I BOTHER TO EVEN HANG OUT WITH HER?

if i dun like her or dun care about her .. WUD I BOTHER ABOUT ASKING HER TO CHURCH TO LET HER EXPERIENCE GOD?

what im doing now isnt really good.. im suppose to be loving .. but one has it limits.. and i nid my space to vent it out and THIS IS MY SPACE.

Matthew 10:14
"And whoever will not receive you nor hear your words, when you depart from that house or city, shake off the dust from your feet"

1 cor 13:4-8
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not ency; love does not parade itself; is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own , is not provoked , thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in truth; BEAR all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things, LOVE NEVER FAIL.

i guess.. i haven reach the capacity of loving all people the same.. we are not perfect.. i try to change my attitude each.. it's clearly stated in God's commandant .. to LOVE GOD WHOLEHEARTEDLY; LOVE PEOPLE FERVENTLY..
until the time i have the capacity in my heart the size of olympic swimming pool.. im able to BEAR ALL THINGS from people.. cuz really i LOVE THEM FERVENTLY..
but im so sorry.. i cant right now.. doesnt mean i wun..

and i still haven blog about my view... yeah.. this gonna be a LONG entry.. how ironic these things alwayz happen on my birthday..

i admit i do have my faults in not wanting to engage conversations with chee ning sometimes.. that IS becuz i dun wan to engage in silly conversation.. i wan to engage in conversations that WILL BLESS SOMEONE in return.. somehow i feel.. sometimes the conversation with her is so shallow.. so superficial.. so full of gossip.. and THIS IS NOT GOOD.. but that doesnt suddenly i hate her or wat.. im juz trying to change the way i carry myself.. God sae.. we are the salt of the earth and light of the world.. I wan HIS light to shine thru me.. and so .. i nid to check my every movement .. my every actions.. my every words..

Words can either hurt u or encourage u..

i juz wan to be a people who encourages.. who give hopes to the despair.. to lend a listening ear to those who are grieved.. but not as a venting machine..

im not perfect.. i m alwayz changing.. im so sorry for being such a bad friend.. im onli human..

2004-07-25T08:17:00.000+08:00

my friend i stand in judgement now

My friend, i stand in judgement now
And feel that you're to be blamed somehow
On earth i walked with you each day
But never did you show the way

You knew the Lord in truth and glory
But never did you tell the story
My knowledge then was very dim
You could have led me saved to him

Though we lived together on this earth
You never told me of the second birth
And now i stand this day condemned
Because you failed to mention his name

You taught me many things that's true
I called you friend and trusted you
But now it is too late
You could have saved me from this fate

We walked by day and talked by night
And yet you showed me not the light
You let me live and love and die
You know i'd never live on high

Yes i called you friend in life
And trusted you through joy and life
And yet on coming to this end
I cannot now call you my friend

got that poem from Gab's.. hopes it enlightens all of us.. and helps my friends understand why im being so irritating by keeping on asking them the same question =X

aniwae.. im supposed to finish all my hmk yesterday..

but.. i was feeling so unusual.. cuz IM NOT SUPPOSE TO BE AT HOME

but.. but.. but.. still.. i feel so unusual not goin to church..

and .. and... yesterday cg sat at the third row

Bro M is leading..

they can see him so clearly

*loud cries*

but aniwae.. sacrifice is good .. yeah amen?

hehe..

i nid to get a grip in life..like school.. and God..

so .. off to church soon

i love you all ya? amen =D

2004-07-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

feeling : energetic yet tired ; relaxed yet worried ; alwayz contradicting myself
listening : to the sounds of silence...

ahhhhhhh!!!!!! yInGx!!! wake up!!! wake up!!!! PRELIM IS ONE MONTH AWAY!!! how cud u stay so relaxed and so indifferent!!!!

okie~ that doesnt help.. i still dun feel the tension/terror/stress that prelim is arriving in a mth's time.. so here i am.. still relaxed.. haven prepare anithing for my prelim.. confused abt organic chem.. in fact .. the whole textbk.. still hate accounts and not doing anithing about it..still daydreaming in physics class..feeling irritated in humanities classes... onli love english class.. okie.. i nid help.. seriously..

and gab is stressing me out with her new found love in doing hmk and studying ..

and i think im still sane and normal..

and i...i... i....i....i.... shld not be doing this

i shld be studying

okie...

nvm...

aniwae.. weekend connection this week!!

new song!!!

bro M is leading.. LoLx..

before im off to dreamland..

ehx... shoot me =D

2004-07-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

Matthew 11:28-30

"Come to Me, all you who labour and are heavy laden, and i will give you rest."..."Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your soul."..."For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."

hope this bless someone =D

i like to engage in godly fellowship.. there's when God will tap his presence into our fellowship .. and in the presence of God .. u can never find aniwae place comparable to this.. aniwae.. it's time i start studying.. i almost freaked out by Gab's outburst.. but.. okie.. i shall start studying.. when .. i've slept enuff hours =X.. haha.. okiex.. so erm.. i gtg out le..

NOTE to Gab
Hey .. if u nid someone .. call me.. i can alwayz pray for u..smilez =D

I really love God.. i love HIM .. i love HIM.. this love is expanding.. is growing.. is evermore exciting to be in love with God ..

2004-07-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

feeling : dejected..

prelims oral sucks .. i onli got 28 / 40 .. i guess.. ms haslinda is too lenient le.. i got mr tsung for prelims.. and the marks i got leave me completely dejected... sighx..

2004-07-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

taken from my brother's blog
find it quite interesting ..
and can improve your vocabulary of.. hmm.. scolding people? LoLx

MANIACS
clinomania - excessive desire to stay in bed

doromania - obsession with giving gifts (everybody's friend!)

methomania - morbid craving for alcohol(so they are potomania who has trained to a higher level, what's next?)

potomania - abnormal desire to drink alcohol ( so they are alcoholics who has trained to a higher level)

oenomania - obsession or craze for wine( methomania in disguise?)

onomatomania - irresistible desire to repeat certain words(hahahahahaahahahahaha)

orchidomania - abnormal obsession with orchids (wonders how many of them are singaporeans)

chinamania obsession with collecting china (whoa...delicate situation here)

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.(no comments)

Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.(oh..so it is a fear)

Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth. (maybe teflon braces can be invented...)

Barophobia- Fear of gravity. (do those who suffer from this, work in space stations?)

Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.(Valid excuse for exemption of the IPPT?)

Chronophobia- Fear of time. (well, its time to get some help. How do you help them anywae?)

Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.(here is one word u can use to avoid sch and still sound correct)

Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom. (erm...a unique case where ppl chose to be locked up?)

Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight. (hmm..might start growing fangs anytime)

Epistemophobia / Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge.(important piece of knowlegde)

Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news. ( omg , erm...a case of good news=bad news=good news = bad news =....)

Geliophobia- Fear of laughter. ( here is one fear i hope no one will get)

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.(you know..the fella who coined this fella has a weird sense of humor)

Polyphobia- Fear of many things (how convenient an excuse)

Scolionophobia- Fear of school. ( erm...is there a fear of army camps?)

2004-07-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

haha.. racial harmony day aka photo taking day.. haha.. the photo taking craze is on ...everywhere i go .. i see people taking photos.. haha.. well.. im also one of them too.. haha.. was in the bus with gab just now.. taking photos of myself like nobody business..haha.. im an absolute narcissist.. haha.. aniwae.. my prelims oral is on tml.. i wonder how wud i fare? i want to get better marks den what i had gotten for the pre prelim oral.. haha.. perhaps 33 or 34?? God's grace and mercy be with me =D

aniwae.. was quite easily irritated by someone these few days.. i dunno why .. but.. whenever i see someone.. i will alwayz fall back on the friendship thingie.. it's driving me mad.. haha... and now i dun even noe what to do about it .. sighx...

aniwae.. when gab uploaded the racial harmony photo.. i will photo blog again.. haha.. so long

2004-07-20T20:59:00.000+08:00

trying to have that classic look .. haha.. taken in church cafe

2004-07-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

for once.. i looked more mature den aries .. hahahahahahha =X

2004-07-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

me and nana at rivera.. haha.. waitin to go down to choir

2004-07-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

dun i look mature =D .. im gonna get contacts and stop people from asking me if im taking PSLE this year .. muahahahaha

2004-07-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. im still so tired.. how come?!?!?!?!?! too stress? haha.. blehx.. alwayz try to study.. but .. but.. but.. never mind -.-''.. *yawns* .. i nid someone to help me .. haha .. FOCUZ!!.. aniwae.. im too tired to blog animore.. haha

2004-07-19T17:56:00.000+08:00

blehx.. im so tired.. i think im gonna break down.. haha.. aniwae.. im goin to slp . den i wake up and do hmk.. *hopefully* .. aniwae.. juz changed my handphone with my dad.. siemens.. quite cute lah.. the glow in the dark de i guess.. haha.. i think im a bit slow.. but i like it .. haha.. it's very small and cute .. and yeah.. *slp*

2004-07-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

went to church today for discipleship .. actually went in for svc 5 for praise and worship.. yeah.. it's great as usual.. bro mark was leading .. and yeah.. to think we are changing back to youth service.. im a bit nostalgic lah.. yeah.. Pastor prayed for all the sec 1 - 5s.. ITEs.. and JCs .. so sad =~ .. i wan the annointing from Pastor.. but yeah.. den again .. i noe that my turn will come next time..

actually .. sometimes.. christians get stumbled of certain things.. sometimes.. is why the prayers they prayed.. somehow God didnt answer them.. for me.. i noe .. God do answer prayers.. but He wans the BEST for us.. If he didnt give it to us.. it's becuz HE knows.. we cannot handle it.. Fresh revelations of God came upon me today.. was very blessed by the fellowship juz now.. yee wen , dinah and me.. we were just sharing.. and God's presence was there.. what started out as a very simple prayer ends up in a very powerful blessing and we learnt alot from each other.. was very glad when dinah told me .. ive grown alot.. more mature spiritually.. and i really thank God that He has changed me ..

fellowship is very impt.. which is why now.. this few days.. i felt the Lord speaking to me.. be wise.. and it hits me.. the conversations i had with my friends.. is it all just so worldly? is it juz gossiping? does it BLESS others? it hit me... no .. it doesnt.. and i wan to change.. for i dun wan to grieve the Holy Spirit.. God is speaking to us everyday.. it is whether we bother to listen or not.. and ME .. i've grown.. definately.. i knew it.. and i wan to be wise in the way i carry myself.. im sorry to my other friends tat suddenly finds im too boring or what.. but i noe what is good for me.. and what's not.. like what gab said.. i alwayz fall back on the very essence of friendship i had in school.. however.. in due season .. we shldnt forget about the harvest .. which is why i still bother..and which is why im sttill there.. strong for the Lord.. i stumble easily .. but i alwayz come back to God.. i noe what is Good for me.. and what's not..

God will alwayz bless us.. God Loves us .. im so upset by the backsliders.. when some people out there who didnt even have the chance to hear the gospel once.. but they had to listen to it twice.. and be hardened in their hearts.. turning back from God .. but i will not be stumbled by them.. finally.. it's time to get out of it.. to snap out of it..

i just hope someone understands.. and i hope .. u do

2004-07-18T10:06:00.000+08:00

i can do all things .. i can be successful in doing all things.. i can be joyful and happy alwayz.. i got the strength to face each day challenges.. u noe why? becu. i Got Jesus as my Lord and Saviour =D

i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me
I am the HEAD and not the tail
the JOY of the Lord is my strength =D

tt's why =D

felt very very very very very blessed to be in city harvest church .. the presence of God was so tangible in the audi during svc yesterday.. i cried out for him .. to fill me once again .. God is a faithful God..

Crossing Over - City Harvest Church

WE come before your Throne
our Hearts we Give to You
WE long to see your kingdom come
and Bring Your Truth to all the EArth
Nations will cry out your name
Send us to your harvest Lord we pray

By your spirit O Lord
WE claim the nations
Of the world for you Jesus
Pour Down your rain
Holy Spirit move in us today
By your spirit O lord
WE claim the nations
Of the world for You Jesus
By your word of truth
WE're crossing over
To win the Lost For you

Your Cross before our eyes
You've set our hearts on fire
to give what we can never keep
to gain what we can never lose

im glad to be part of city harvest family.. i love my pastors.. i love my church .. i love God .. i love God's people.. i love the unchurched.. i love everyone.. even though sometimes.. people hate u and people dun like u .. i've learnt to love them as well.. cuz they matter to God.. and they matter to me .. God loves them.. and so I love them.. for even when we are stil sinners.. God demostrated his love for us when He sent His perfect son to die on the cross for us.. to take away all our sins.. that is why ..

yesterday was the last day in svc 3... i really miss it .. and i felt like staying there and not goin back to svc 2.. but we shld get out of our comfort zone.. we will have a breakthrough.. when we sacrifice.. God noes.. and tht's all it matters... yesterday .. the choir group celebrated my birthday..to my surprise.. there's another girl who shares the same birth date as me =D .. amazing huh? hehe.. well though she's older .. haha.. aniwae... they got me this really wonderful present.. the newest(??) hillsong CD!!! For all you're done.. super super happy .. cuz i was juz walking past the attributes that evening.. and i was like staring at the cd lor. but i can only buy after my mission pledge!! *sacrifice* .. but PRaise the Lord.. i got it for birthday .. haha.. they preordered my present.. so touching.. it's like one big family .. i noe God will bless me de.. cuz He alwayz do =D..

goin to study later.. i got the motivation =D .. i will shine for JESUS .. amen =D.. and im gonna make sure i study.. i must nt get complacent.. and in the meanwhile.. i will go ALL out for JEsus.. amen =D.. I will win the Lost for him ..

im so blessed to be in the house of God
i cant wait for my friends to be in there too
the joy overpowering me
we serve a God That's so wonderful..

I LOVE JESUS ..
I LOVE YOU TOO =D
God bless ..

2004-07-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

im tired!!! haha.. juz reached home.. came back from church.. had make up bible study today.. went to church at 3. but waited for sis bao lian until 3:50pm .. ahh.. den continue to wait until 6.. before my bs actually started.. haha.. after that i waited for millie and audrey .. den waited for them again for their make up bible study .. but i enjoy going to church.. it feels like home =D

hmMmm.. juz wanna share something about the rainer scale... yeah .. it's a survey conducted by a team under the leader.. dunoo dunno what Rainer.. thus came the name lah.. and the survey was done in a period of two years..
they categoried the unchurched mainly into 5 different grps
U1 - very friendly ( highly receptive to the gospel)
U2 - friendly ( receptive to the gospel and to the church)
U3 - Neutral ( no apparent receptivity , neutral , perhaps open to discussion)

i shall talk about these 3 positive groups first.. since im like half asleep..

The U3 are mainly "Leaners" and "apathetics" .. they are neither here nor there , mainly U3 are make up of males .. and yeah .. they are very very neutral.. and very very indifferent to the gospel *sounds familiar?* .. however .. they are eager to learn.. and THEY are juz waiting to be invited to church..

The U2 are the "SeekEr" .. not harry potter that kind .. but U2 are mainly youth or young adult.. females tend to be U1 or a U2 .. or the extreme U5(antagonistic).. they are receptive to the gospel.. and THEY are waiting to be invited to church

the U1 are the "most reachable" .. every christians dream target.. well.. i guess it is pretty self explainatory .. yeah

guess what? i used to be a U5 .. den becoming a U4 .. den a U2 .. den a U1 .. yeah PTL.. i was saved.. and i really wan to thank God that my friends never give up on me.. and continue to pray for me .. and now im here.. serving the Lord.. growing stronger for Him each day .. amen =D.. im very inspired.. so it's like.. i will continue to pray for all my unchurched friends.. and i noe that .. the seeds that i have sown will be reap by someone someday.. and i noe that i played a part in that person's life too ... so friends.. bear with me hor? i will be like ..keep on asking u to come to my church .. and i will be very persistent.. cuz i really cares for all of you .. every single one.. and i wud like u to have a personal encounter with God .. and u will noe how real.. it's never by explanation.. cuz it is not of the natural realm .. but of the spiritual realm.. AMEN =D

and lastly.. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! really i do .. when i sae i love you all.. i care and no matter what.. i will be there for all of you .. Cuz i noe You matter to God .. and you matter to me .. amen =D

i adore God so much.. how about you?

God bless...

*muacks* =D

2004-07-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

listening : Mandy Moore - cry
feeling : somesort happy.. somesort worried.. somesort indifferent

haha.. im happy becuz during pre prelims oral today .. i got 32/40 .. yeah.. and i was so nervous before it.. my hands were cold and my face was red .. haha.. i was hot and cold at the same time.. i was worried about my picture discussion.. but in the end.. i scored the best ..ms haslinda said that i was the best at describing pic among all the students she had tested..here's my result

reading aloud : 10/12
picture discussion : 11/12
conversation :11/16

well.. basically i sucks in conversation.. i guess i shld like.. work harder? aniwae.. ning , jaz , gab and i went to mac for lunch today.. after that .. jaz and ning got me a wallet =D .. yeah.. but i felt some sort of tension between the three lah.. and i was like.. trying to be chirpy and smiley.. yeah.. but i got a new revelation yesterday .. and it really lifted me .. and for once. i decided.. to be more tolerant and be more patient and more compassionate.. yeah.. that really makes me a better person .. hehe..aniwae..

God Bless All
smilez alwayz
love you all

2004-07-15T00:26:00.000+08:00

juz reached hm .. bible study was great.. am more prepared to bring souls to the kingdom of God..yeah.. nothing is impossible for God .. amen =D .. i will keep on praying for all my unchurched friends .. i noe that the seed that i've sown .. will be reap in due time .. haha.. tts all.. and yeah.. i skipped pre prelims oral today.. supposed to have it lah.. but i waited for 1/2 an hr .. still no sign of the teacher...so.. i go hm lor.. haha

2004-07-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

decided to go tml's bs instead of today.. haha.. aniwae.. went to cwp after school .. ning wanna get me a wallet.. so go see .. haha =X .. aniwae.. i was on the bus.. den i saw my brother.. so we sit facing each together in the 911 bus seats.. and i was talking to him .. den suddenly the man beside him turn to me and rant on something about building.. *sighx*.. i alwayz seem to have this affinity with crazy people.. i dunno why ... i haven catch spiderman 2 leh.. my kor sae very nice... but hor jaz sae not nice .. ehx... how leh?... haha.. aniwae.. im havin prelims eng oral tml.. im gonna be so dead..aniwae.. these few days like nothing to blog.. my life is getting more and more boring each day.. soon.. this blog is gonna be dead

2004-07-12T21:18:00.000+08:00

im jealous!!!!!!!!

how come my cg members get to talk to BM??

get to see BM?

huh?

talk me!!!!

even sis bao lian and him were contactable friends

were , aniwae

but still

im jealous =~

i simply adore Him

haha

2004-07-12T18:22:00.000+08:00

this is so sweet rite .. hehe.. my new layout.. actually .. i wanted to change to the nature scenery de.. but this caught my eyes =D .. aniwae... had nothing to blog.. but i dun wanna declare my blog dead or on hiatus .. so yeah..

God bless everyone ..

2004-07-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

am watching NKF children medical fund charity show.. a wave of emotions juz hit me.. a mixture of feelings..
click here if u wan to noe how i felt that instant

why are we chasing after things that are so superfical.. isnt there more things that are more worthy of our time? why izzit everyone is becoming so selfish.. where is the love in this world?

2004-07-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

watching the charity show now.. mixure of feelings and emotions..

hmm.. shld update my another blog.. i guess..

2004-07-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

had my farewell party today.. was pretty touched by their preparation..esp the time of post-it-notes.. i rcvd heart warming wishes.. and at that exact moment.. i felt as if im gonna cry.. but i din.. cuz it's me stepping down.. i had cried enuff for the past 3 years everytime seniors stepped down.. haha..

church svc was great.. made a sacrifice.. and trust God for it..

actually had alot to sae.. but my bro wanna use -.-'' .. so tml i wud update. if i can =D

2004-07-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

woah.. time passed really fast today.. was out of chinese clz for 1 mth.. Praise the Lord.. i can really use that time to study for my weaker subjects.. yup.. i think ive been knocked to the reality by my friends.. i mean.. they started studying like eons ago? it makes me reflect on myself.. and .. it'S TIME to start work .. and im gonna shine for Christ .. yup yup.. today had accounts lessons.. for the first time in my life.. i bothered to try some questions.. lolx.. i mean.. accounts and me .. we are not the best kind of friends .. yeah.. debit and credit doesnt really go well with me.. haha.. aniwae.. it was quite fun .. having tutorials tml .. accounts.. wat else? after that .. im having gg farewell party .. and it's about time.. but yeah.. cut that tears and all the reluctance.. im quite glad that we finally stepped down.. cuz it sort of like weighing like a burden in my heart.. but im gonna miss girl guides.. and all the campfires and stuffs.. and all the shuai ges =~ .. haha..

aniwae.. reached home pretty early today.. around 1+ .. yeah.. was playing pokemon ..*shoot me* .. haha.. aniwae.. initially was goin for school revival prayer meeting.. but den .. i waiting for almost 1 hr.. my church mate din show up .. and praise the lord.. im patient enuff .. haha.. last time.. when i waited for my friend for almost up to 2 hr.. i totally blew up .. at least now.. im better..Christ has indeed changed me.. yeah.. hehe

okie.. enuff of my boring life.. aniwae... weekend connection is like onli 2 weeks away? i cant wait for that to arrive.. i pray i have lots of friends .. and yeah.. im turning 16 in eighteen days time?

haha

peace out..

love ya all

God bless u

2004-07-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

time for a real blog .. haha.. i mean.. these few days i was too busy .. or perhaps.. becuz im deprived from slp .. therefore i didnt blog much.. well.. aniwae.. here i am.. at 11+ tryin to blog my life today before going to slp .. haha.. went for cell group just now.. it was great.. juz like the conference.. actually.. it's somesort a repetition of the conference .. but a good sermon is worth listening twice .. amen =D .. aniwae.. im really psyched for the weekend connection big day.. i pray that i will have a lot of friends goin for it.. and yeah.. they will recieve Christ and stay lor.. hehe.. actually.. im feelin sleepy now .. so erm.. i will continue tml? =X

peace out?

love ya all

and God bless you all

2004-07-08T00:07:00.000+08:00

juz came back from church... had revival conference today.. and next week.. and yeah.. it was great .. and i was really encouraged and i believe that im able to lead at least one person to christ by the end of this year.. aniwae.. i did have alot to write .. but time was runnin out.. im tired and i got chem test tml.. plus i got chem tys homework.. and yeah..

2004-07-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

had chi orals today.. was pretty nervous.. okie.. i think im darn nervous .. i was like panicking 10 mins before reporting to the classroom.. clara and gab were testing me .. and i was like.. stumped?? .. aniwae.. i was the 3rd person.. maybe good maybe bad.. but o well.. the passage was easy .. but i was too nervous that im weak in my knees.. and shaking and stuff.. and i stumbled a few words.. but thx God.. the articulation was there *phew*.. bao zhang bao dao was on the 5 caucasians speaking perfect chinese .. and how i feel lah.. i was ok on the start .. den i started to stumble a bit.. cuz i dunno how to sae role model in chinese and i was half the time trying to translate from english to chinese.. but overall.. i guess.. it's quite okie lah..

and i cannot believe this!!! i got the same conversation topic as my brother did three years ago!!!! household chores?? i mean.. HOUSEHOLD CHORES?? okok.. i crapped alot.. and the examiners asked me whether i did any household chores.. and i am tempted to tell the truth =X .. but however.. not wanting to jeopardize my marks.. i said i did .. LoLx .. and i crapped about helping to lessen my parent's burden.. what they had a long day at work .. and if they come home and have to face a whole deal of chores .. it will drain their energy .. haha..

im a crapper... haha.. i shld tell my brother about this.. and yeah Praise the Lord i talked to my brother about oral.. and he shared some crapped stuff with me.. hahah

aniwae.. my LC either gonna get 14 or 16 .. and im praying for the latter =D

oh yeah.. im going to church revival conference later.. tml got chemistry chemical analysis test.. and i got a whole deal of chem tys work to complete..

IM TIRED...

welll....on a happier note

CHINESE IS OVER

yeah..

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HeLlO

haha.. im hyped.. chinese is over !!

God bless and

peace out =D

2004-07-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

the sisters grp =D .. onli got 4 brothers.. so dun bother to take them =X

2004-07-06T18:36:00.000+08:00

millie and i .. taken by .. us *lame* .. millie very pretty hor

2004-07-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

group photo at palawan beach =D

2004-07-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

me? marching at sentosa? LoLx .. kena caught oogling at the hunks in the background

2004-07-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

taken in sentosa!! during cg outing

2004-07-05T15:38:00.000+08:00

was playing pokemon sapphire .. haha.. i know i know.. im a bit slow and a bit childish...but i was watching pokemon advanced generation*yes yes i do watch cartoons* .. and yeah.. so i decided to dl and play .. hahaa.. slept at 6am today.. was on comp more den 20 hrs.. haha.. half playing pokemon .. hahah.. im addicted..

okie.. i haven done my homework.. so i better get started .. ehx.. and yeah.. practised on orals and.. erm? study bahz.. haha.. if i can get away from pokemon .. haha..

BM was singing yesterday ... haha..~~

2004-07-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

yay~ finally i learnt how to read tabs.. but im still quite slow.. haha.. was playing "you are my world - hillsong" love it.. it's nice .. and yeah.. tml is chi listening compre.. God i pray.. Bless my friends and I in this exams =D

yeah.. im goin to church later for choir prac.. but i cudnt make it to overnight prayer meeting due to my listening compre tml.. i love going to pm.. that's the onli time i can really pray so fervently .. with others around.. hehe.. yeah.. so i gtg le..

2004-07-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

let the object of objection be but a dream ... i really think that ive grown more mature.. in my thinking and my actions? i mean.. everyone do needs to release that inner child in them .. so as not to let go of their child-like self.. perhaps i show much too often? haha.. i know.. it's time to change.. and im surprised it took me a long time.. i mean.. yeah.. i think most people wun get used to the new me that fast .. im like.. totally laid back now.. against opinions of others? i think i had a new revelation or something.. i mean.. the greater purpose is to fulfill the great commission of God and yeah.. im gonna do tt.. so thatz what i gearing my life into..

many people dun understand me.. but i will try to understand them.. i will try to love them.. i will try to bring them to christ.. even though i do have lots of enemies out there .. waiting to prey on me when the oppurtunity arises.. but i guess.. i will follow the commandments of God.. nothing is ever easy... i just have to do it for God.. and yeah.. i am gonna to love God more.. to have Faith like Abramham and Abel.. i am gonna give my best

it's not everytime a person change.. so now.. when im changed.. take it .. the new ME.. and yeah.. im definately more mature now..

2004-07-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

cool.. been seeing rainbow for the past two days in sch

it's so beautiful

some of my mates had their chinese orals today

and man.. they sae that the examiners are very gl..

sighx..

wonder how wud i fare?

hmm.. decided to do my best.. and let God do the rest

yesterday .. had a chat with one of my seniors

apparently .. a miracle happened for him during o lvl

he onli chiong after prelims

and yeah.. results were good

praise the lord

but i dun juz wan ani miracles happening like that

i wan to work hard

and God blesses me too

so i guess..

i shld be starting on revision?

suddenly.. the time seems so tight

i had better things to worry about

so i decided to let go of something

and concentrate on another

so yeah..

124 more days to O lvl..

26 more days to sweet 16.. LoLx.. im gonna walk in to the K pool .. flashes my IC.. and den walk out

sounds crazy?

nahz.. sounds totally me =D

2004-06-30T20:25:00.000+08:00

juz decided to put up my o lvl exam timetable for fun

October 21 - Chemistry Prac

October 26 - Physics Prac

November 2 - Combined Humans

November 3 - English P1 and P2

November 4 - Emath paper 1

November 5 - Amath paper 1

November 8 - Emath paper 2

November 16 - Combined Humans

November 17 - Physics P1 and P2

November 18 - Amath paper 2
Account paper 2

November 19 - Account paper 1
Chemistry P1 and P2

got quite a long break between emath paper to the start of combined humans lor

haiz...

the more xiong will be the last day

3 papers leh

november 18 also quite xiong

both paper 2

but the plus point is that we finish O lvl earlier..

some of my friends' last paper is on 26..

LoLx =X

aniwae.. i hope .. i can really wake up to reality?

2004-06-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

click here if you dare

was laughing like mad while reading

enjoy =D

2004-06-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

im over 5566 .. and the days of the boybands

LoLx

and yeah..

im over my little little girl crushes too

meaning.. bm.. meaning .. gz...

if u guys noe what im talking about

LoLx

meaning..

yeah..

i've grown up alot

more

and it's time to get serious

and i got the hang of integretion in like.. erm..2 mins?

LoLx..

getting smug now

LoLx

my oral is on 7/7 .. thatz good.. cuz 7 is the number of perfection..

and yeah.. im gonna do well on my orals

and get my A

=D

Praise the Lord for all His Goodness and Mercy

2004-06-28T19:48:00.000+08:00

this is so cool...

charmed gonna have a 7th season

and there's a petition going about for 8th season

i definately cant get enuff of drew fuller =D

2004-06-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

gosh..

i watched 13 cds straight today.. and got my parent's bedroom tv all blew up

im trying to cover it aniwae

well.. finally finished watching charmed season 6

and yeah.. i kinda like the ending

where wyatt and chris are safe in the end

and my goodness.. drew fuller is hot!!

LoLx..

he's so handsome..

yeah..

i love charmed..

it's cool.. yeah..

okie

i haven finish my hmk

thatz isnt cool

i got 1 compo 1 news report and 2 poa qns..

not to mention..

i shld have start mugging for O .. A LONG TIME AGo

which brings me to the point

yeah..

2004-06-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

whatz happening ?

i keep on seeing cute guys on the streets

alwayz like this

whenever sch is reopening soon

cute guys start appearing

=X

aniwae...

hmk nt finish yet!!

i got 2 poa qns.. 1 compo .. 1 news report

i think.. can finish bahz?

hehe

yeah..

pretty hyper today

cuz my all-time favourite singer is singing today

hehe..

=X

oops.. i shld stop havin this little-girl crush hor..

haha...

2004-06-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

sunsetx Highway

Mt. Happiness	9
Tower of Commitment	21
Hobotown	42
Study Hall	139
County Jail	244
Please Drive Carefully

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com

2004-06-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

Jang Nara - It's probably love

Baby don't you know it's for you, oh.

I keep dreaming about the day I just met you
kept on thinkin' how you meant nothing to me...
But after all those days we spent together,
You just meant so much more...
Everyday I just seemed to get more attracted
So each day I wanted you more and more
Then the next day I came up close and just kissed you
"Girl, I love you"

Look at me, what have I done?
My heart's pounding... what's going on in my mind, I just don't know...
I never felt like this, so I'll show, tomorrow, and I'll say...

I would give you my heart
I would give you my soul
I would give you most anything that I could give
Even my whole world, my all, but I... I'm sorry my love
But I have to give to you...

Remembering the nights that you and I shared
Keeping me warm with your face next to mine
Although I've been somewhat a bit selfish...
"don't worry, it doesn't matter"

Look at me, what have I done?
My heart's pounding... what's going on in my mind, I just don't know...
I never felt like this, so I'll show, tomorrow, and I'll say...

I would give you my heart
I would give you my soul
I would give you most anything that I could give
Even my whole world, my all, but I... I'm sorry my love
I have nothing to give to you...

All I have is this minor feeling, and you are the one to believe
That I have nothing to offer, but still you give me your all...
You and I belong to each other...

I would give youmy heart
I would give you my soul
I would give you my all
I would give you most anything that I could give
Even my whole world, my life, but I... I'm sorry my love
I have nothing to give to you...

I would give you my heart
I would give you my soul
I would give you most anything that I could give
Even my whole world, my all, but I... I'm sorry my love
I have nothing to give to you...

2004-06-24T13:57:00.000+08:00

" i would not let go of your hand . No matter what you say , no matter what you do . i can pretend im ignorant of all things . I just keep on tellling myself not to let go off you hand ......"

quoted from my love patzzi..

okie.. i tried doing my hmk today.. but i failed..

sighx..

i juz cant settle down and do some homework ..

double sighx..

2004-06-23T17:22:00.000+08:00

i feel like im wasting my time

i dunno why i STILL dun have the sense of urgency

someone shoot me pls

i shld get myself down for more mugging

finish up all my hmk blah blah blah

i cant bring myself to

argh.. i cant stand myself

shoot me..

2004-06-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

You are a Healer!
(Submissive Extroverted Concrete Feeler)
You are a HEALER (SECF)— caring, good with people, and patient. You are completely selfless and full of love. As a concrete feeler, you do well with your emotions, which are very strong. You understand and appreciate *why* you feel the way you do, and for the most part you're at peace with yourself.

Suffering in the world really pisses you off.

In relationships, it's easy for you to get hurt. Avoid all kinds of dominant (D***) people, *especially* in dating or marriage. You are a motherly figure, even if you're a guy. If you're a girl, make sure you're a mom some day. The world's children need people like you.

On the rare occasions when you try to assert yourself, you're cute and awkward, but highly effective

2004-06-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.. i totally believe that my brother took away all the intelligent genes in my family .. i mean.. how could i suck in maths and science.. when apparently that his forte.. arghh.. itz in the genes.. !!! aniwae.. he cud make it as a great philosopher.. i mean .. go visit his site and read all his achives... i mean.. when i compared my blog to his.. it makes me sound like a 3 yr old kid who keeps on whining .. which .. isnt true.. except for that whiney part.. but i mean.. WE ARE in the same family .. but how come he get to be the intelluctual of my family and not me? ..

2004-06-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

listening to : phatom planets - california

juliano is a bad guy cuz he saes im short than a pool stick which is not true!!!!!

blehx.. my hols assignments not yet finish .. how nehx?

sighx~

tml do lor?

but .. but .. i nid to get forecast and prayer list done tml..

wed got prayer meeting..

thurs got cellgroup meeting

im drained.. but i got God

God is my strength

actually i think .. i nid to go out and socialize more..

my social circle is shrinking ..

yeah it is..

its time to get the crazy antics out again

*mUaHaHaHa*

2004-06-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

went to lib with jul and gab today..

i was the first one there...

was being pestered by this charity man

he's scary man

and yeah...

they came..and i cant study

stupid jul .. with his stupid "precious" ring ..

and omgosh

we were crapping ard in the end

den we went to watch movie

alll these while i was being suan by jul..

*ren*

watched seance..

it sux..

really..

argH...

im feeling too cheated to blog animore

2004-06-21T08:33:00.000+08:00

trying the HELLO! photoblog.. lolx.. yeah..

i think .. im sick now.. got flu abit of the fever

i blamed it on the stuff i ate yesterday

actually .. the stuff i "koped" from my friend's plate

LoLx

she was eating jellyfish..

i was like o.0 .. is that nice..

and after one bite.. i regret my decision

it taste like... i dunno how to describe it.. but it is utterly disgusting

and yeah.. went sentosa yesterday right

the gang tried to drown me man..

bryan and edwin were like.. pulling me into the deep sea..

and when i cant touch the ground.. i panic..

really.. i do noe how to swim.. but im afraid of the sea..

bad things happen to people in the sea..

as shown in movies =X

but oh well.. they got me the float..

which is not a bad thing

until they decided to lean on the float

causing the float to sway sideway

and well.. it hit me..

and down i went into the sea again

and i panic again

and this time

i screamed =D

and they nvr try to pull me out again =X

haha.. my deafening screams

muahahahahaha

=X

after that .. we played games on the sand

running on the sand is not fun at all

but .. yesterday ..was fun LoLx

yeah.. goin out to study with gab and jul is joinin us bahz..

2004-06-21T08:32:00.000+08:00

see... me and aries..the cleanest people ard.. ehx? whose hand is that?

2004-06-21T08:30:00.000+08:00

the birthday guy and us =)

2004-06-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

praise the lord...

today went sentosa

after all the activities .. we went to bath

i actually left my wallet in the toilet..

and i was like.. walking all over to twin towers le..

den aries's phone rang

it was her friend .. she's the one who found my wallet

really.. praise God..

and .. thanks to jeremy .. he ran all the way back..

yeah.. juz wanna thx God

God is good.. all the time =)

amen?

2004-06-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

FORGIVEN
CHRISTIAN CITY CHURCH Key: D
Worship

D F#m7 Gadd9 Em9

FORGIVEN
D F#m7 Gadd9 Em9
I STAND FORGIVEN IN YOUR LOVE
D F#m7
ON THE CROSS OF CALVARY
Gadd9 Em9
YOU SET THIS PRISONER FREE
Em9 A7sus4(add6) A7
FOREVER I AM YOURS

D/F# Gadd9
I STAND BEFORE YOUR THRONE
A Bm7
IN A RODE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
D/F# Gadd9
JOIN THE ANGEL SINGING
Em9 A A/G
ALL GLORY TO THE LAMB
D/F# Gadd9
NOT BY THE WORKS
A Bm7
OR THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE
A/C# D
BY THE HAND OF GRACE
Em7- D/F#- Gadd9
THROUGH JE-SUS
A7sus4 A7
THE SON

Em/D D
SINGING GLORY
A D
TO THE LAMB
Em Bm7
SINGING GLORY
A Gadd9
TO THE LAMB
D/F# Em
GLORY
Em9 A7sus4
YOU'VE SET THIS PRISONER FREE
D ( Bm7 Em7)
I'M FORGIVEN

i luv this song =)

2004-06-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

God .. i wan revival in my school..

father lord.. u sae in ur words.. ask and you shall receive

so i ask fo revival in my school

ok?

hehe..

was at my school revival prayer meeting

indeed the devil wun let anione to bring people out of hell and into heaven so easily

and with God.. we can overcome the satan

hehe..

sense the presence of god

veri happy leh~

hmmm.. i wan my friends to get saved

lala~~

im really hyper..

actually suppose to study today.. but...i very tired.. went library , met up with aries , after 10 mins.. i wanna go home and slp le

hehe..

i noe.. i lazy lah.. nvm.. i will stury next week =X ..

must really finish my hols assignments..

i haven start =~

so im gonna work hard..

yeah..

For Christ's Glory =)

2004-06-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

whoa.. i juz reach home .. went to celebrate wei lun's birthday just now.. and im glad to sae.. im the second cleanest person around ..LoLx .. yeah .. really glad to see wei lun .. cuz he's really a good brother .. and .. he's in the same discipleship grp last time with me.. and i was like.. really glad to see him .. yeah.. we threw whipped cream.. egg and flour .. and im really kind to him .. i onli use flour =D .. aniwae... i hopes he comes back.. cuz i noe .. he's gonna be a great man of god

seeing them sabo him .. reminds me of my birthday sabotage @ KFC last year

itz really memorable to me

yeah.. i suffered much worse den him

let me see....

here's the culprits -> Monday *mastermind* , danny *helper* , qiwei , soon meng , xi hao , teck leong , jason , sir zainal -.-'' , li jun , melissa

onli jaz my dearest fren .. nvr sabo me

hehe..

they threw a mixture of -> coleslaw , whipped potato , chilli sauce , tomato sauce , mayo *when i told them dun put mayo on my face* , pepper , and the ingredient to original chicken , all the drinks available at KFC .. and they threw at me like nobody business

after two rounds of that mixture

i was being treated with ice cold water.. with ice cube inside

and den the war begun

i threw whipped potato at danny

i cudnt catch monday

threw ice lemon tea at xihao and teck leong

and qi wei ...

poor guy

kana whacked by me

these are wonderful memories that i will keep with me

cuz .. they are really... memorable?

hehe

gone~

2004-06-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

ccc - forgiven

so nice..

the singer's voice is mesmerising =)

later goin out to dinner with two new friends

they mite be goin for cellgroup later

im in nid of study grp

gabbie whr r u?

aniwae.. those whu wan to study together

can tell me ..

i wud gladly join u all

hehe

i love mugging

for christ's glory

2004-06-17T12:45:00.000+08:00

listening to : britney - everytime

argh.. i nid to get out of the house

away from the evil computer

it's taking way too much of my time =~

*whines*

shoutouts

I wan to go library and study~

*big smilez to gab*

dearest ga-bri-elle*van helsing's slang intended*

do u wanna go?

=X

sms me k .. if u wan..

or i juz gonna go alone

*crys*

2004-06-17T11:28:00.000+08:00

change my layout again..

heh ..

people ask me .. why do i keep changing my layout

my ans..

my moods

LoLx

2004-06-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

and once again .. yours truly had recieved a remarkable call from someone

he claimed to be doctor michael *without a last name?* calling from Ministry Of Health

due to the fact that im intelluctual

i cud guess that this guy is a prank caller

i mean how many ministry of health worker called people at 12 MN to do one stupid survey?

and oh well.. even though im clever

i still let slip of some information

which is my name and my number

not as if he doesnt have my number.. but my name too?

im praying not to get curse by him

=P

aniwae..

i play along with him .. until he started asking really stupid questions

and i hung up on him

and well.. at least im able to do it with style =X

and if he calls again

i juz gonna ask from him his number..

pretending im so mesmerised by his voice that i wanna know him

well.. if he is stupid enuff to give me his number ..

LoLx

which i reckon he's not

so im gonna scold the hell out of him ..

LoLx

2004-06-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

listening to : ocean - gu dan bei ban jiu

yong wo de wan an pei ni chi zao chan ji de ba xiang nian
chun jing pu man wo wan zhe man tian xing zai san
ting niu lang dui zhi nuu shuo yao yong gan

bie ba wo men zai di jiu de liang duan kan wo de wen hou
ji zhe mo tan fei yong quang shu fei dao ni mian qian
yao ni nei kan dao shi zhi xing you bei ji xing zuo ban

shao le wo de shou bei dang zheng tou ni xi bu xi guan
ni de wang yuan shi wang bu dao wo bei ban jiu de gu dan
tai ping yang de chao shui geng zhe di jiu lai hui xuan zhuan
wo hui nei xin de deng sui shi huan ying ni gao an

shao le wo de huai bao dang nuan luu ni xi bu xi guan
E ge ni zhao pian kan bu dai wo bei ban jiu de gu dan
shi jie zai da liang ge zhen xin jiu neng hu xiang qu nuan
xiang nian bu hui tou lan wo de meng tong tong gei ni bao guan

---

2004-06-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

i solemnly believe that I am turning blind soon

at the rate of staring at the computer screen for 24/7

i believe that it wun be long before the world of darkness bestow upon me

hmMm.. nt exactly a bad idea

aniwae.. the computer is being too much of a distraction

i haven start on my hols assignment

OMGOSH ..

*smack my forehead*

im wasting time blogging

but.. but...

aniwae..

people that are reading *if they are ani*

do u guyz wanna come to my zone outing next friday .. which is .. next friend.. @ pulau ubin for campfire?

i love campfires =D

i adores campfires

itz the time to get cute guyz numbers

LoLx

sheesh..

im starting to behave like juliano .. eeks! =X

blehx..

aniwae..

if u guyz are interested ..

tell me k

2004-06-16T10:59:00.000+08:00

Your Results:

You were female in your last earthly incarnation.

You were born somewhere around the territory of which we now know as modern South Japan, approximately in the year 1775.

Your main profession was: builder of roads, bridges, and monuments.

A brief psychological profile of you in that past life:
Person with huge energy, good in planning and supervising of others.

A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is:
Learn to understand other people and to meet all lifes difficulties with joyful heart. You should help others, bringing them spirit of joy.

take the past life test at http://www.ijunk.org

	Coolness, man! You are the Blue M&M You seem to have great presence and direction in your life, and you are the type to make friends with your easy-going nature. Keep that ego of yours checked and problems will steer clear of your aura and seek someone less suave.
©2002 http://ijunk.org

the internet junk
'how eccentric are you test'
deems me: 17% eccentric!

You have your share of quirks and funny habits,
but if you don't voice those thoughts your 'other side' is putting in your head, you can usually pass yourself off as a normal person.
You tend to be an average person, but that doesn't mean you have to follow what the majority of the people think all the time.

How sensitive are you??

what warning label are you?

2004-06-15T20:48:00.000+08:00

listening to : my blog music

aniwae.. juz came home

went city hall juz now..

having discipleship..

yeah..

aniwae..

went to look for my mum at my aunt's shop

saw this customer of theirs

yeah..

so this is what happened

-me- : mummy~ hi auntie
-mummy-: never greet this auntie huh
-auntie 1-: wah.. your daughter Ar .. so pretty
-me-: oh.. hi auntie *thinking: yeah.. thx.. but i really prefer the word adorable =/*
*walks to the chair and sit and wait*
conversation goes on
-auntie 1-: u got boyfriend anot huh? u sec 4 izzit?
-me-: yeah.. im sec 4 .. no boyfriend *thinkin: finally .. i looked like a sec 4 student.. and why she cares whether i got bf or not*
-mummy-: no lah.. she not pretty .. whr got boyfriend .. *laughs*
-me- thinking: thanks alot mummy =/ .. i noe u're trying to sae im adorable
a boy walks in
-boy-: hello aunties .. hi mummy
-auntie 1-: that jiejie over there sec 4 leh .. *points to me* yeah.. thatz my son *points to boy*
-me-: hello -.-''
-boy-: so what subjects are u taking .. im sec 3 this year
-me-: oh.. erm.. double sci and double maths plus poa
-boy-: *looks shocked* whispered to auntie 1
-me- thinking: well.. thanks alot.. i noe i dun look smart.. =P .. but given to the acct u look quite cute.. i will forgive u
-mummy-: okie.. im ready.. lets go
-auntie 1-: come on.. lets go together

*on the way to plaza*
-auntie 1 to mummy-: i got one elder son .. 20 this year.. in NS .. unfortunately he's not here.. or i can intro him to your daughter
-mummy-: nervous laughs
-me- thinking: well.. if ur elder son is cuter den ur younger son .. i dun mind knowing =X
-boy-: -.-'' .. walks away
-auntie 1-: it's hard to find good girl nowadays... next time i bring my elder son come ..
-me- thinking: whoa.. it's hard to find someone else praising me =X
-me-: mummy aR.. i go MRT first hor.. u chat with the auntie lah

too bad.. cute boy younger den me.. or else i wud have ask for his number =P

2004-06-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

watched harry potter again

cudnt get enuff of daniel radcliffe , thomas felton and rupert grint

hiak hiak

aniwae..

i noticed a common trend lately

people like to use shag

and it is starting to get on my nerves

and i really feel like locking up anione

who sae.. oh.. im shagged.. im really shagged

-me- can i throw u in the shack and shake you like all hell break loose?

*roll my eyes*

aniwae.. im alwayz goin out all these while

when will i start on my study

oh yeah

noticed another trend

people are blogging *duh*

above how pathetic their lives are

how pitiful they were

and sad to sae

im one of them

tsk

2004-06-14T15:16:00.000+08:00

narcissistic

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
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take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
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boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
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Well your Happy, yes thats right your so happy, so
pretty and witty and if i go on any more i will
have to pay for the rights of this song so,
great jop your one of the lucky ones.

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You're a Caramel!! You are known for your
sweetness. You are comfortable with yourself,
and help others feel the same way about
themselves. You are generally friendly to
everyone, and believe in second chances.

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Griffindor! You are bound to be in Griffindor. This
is a house where bravery matters,and you are
most likely to be loyal and street-wise,
capable of great things.
Ohtre people in this house: Hermione Ron, and Harry
Potter!

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2004-06-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

listening to : ocean - xiu xiu xiu

was blog-hopping juz now..

came across this comment

before 12 , boys treat girls like devils
after 12 , the girls got their horns cut off , grown wings , with halo above their head

LoLx

aniwae..

watching harry potter again later

i guess.. i adore tom felton and daniel radcliffe more den brad pitt

=X

2004-06-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

Listening : Britney Spears = everytime
feeling : bored

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

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You are going to marry Brad Pitt. He is always
friendly to anybody he ever meets and he is
very talented as an actor. He is also very
sincere and friendly. He will respect you until
the day he dies. Congrats!!

Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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LoLx.. achilles!!! brad pitt is such a babe !! =X

Unicorn:
Unicorns are on of the purest creatures on earth
and are illustrated and depicted throughout
literature. They are pure calm free-spirited
creatures who love their space. You like being
arounf other people but you also calue your
space and free time. People are in awe of you
but tend to keep their distance. You are loved
by many and are one of the few uncorrupted
people of this earth.

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Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

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2004-06-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

listening to : ocean - gu dan bei ban jiu
doing : quizzes

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

B)

You're the cool smiley.

You stay calm when you're under pressure and don't take crap from anyone. You're outgoing and are very close with your friends.

What online smiley are YOU?!

@ Radiant

I am...

The Chicken Dance

I don't wanna be a chicken. I don't wanna be a duck. So kiss my butt! ::Clap, Clap, Clap, Clap::

What Corny Song Are You?!

@ Radiant

2004-06-13T14:42:00.000+08:00

currently playing : simple plan - addicted
feeling : impacted by God's words

eh.. firstly .. i changed my layout again (duh)

nice hor?

i cudnt resist the temptation to use this great layout

hehe

aniwae

went for extra svc today

and im deeply impacted

Rev Christian is so great

i felt something in me..

yesterday when he was calling out people who are willing to go

i hesitated.. asking .. God .. are u really calling me to go?

so i din went forward

today..

i felt so burdened in my heart

yesh..

God .. U have called me

here i am .. send me

to the ends of the earth...

China.. Here i come

yeah...

im really so touched by God's presence

i sense the holy spirit.. such tangible presence

makes me wanna love God more

makes me wanna be like Jesus more

makes me.. wanna change for the better

and i will

lift up my eyes

i see the harvest

crying out

yes..

i will go

=)

im blessed

to be with God

i might not know where im goin

but God.. u called me

and i will go

i wan to be like peter

i wan to walk in obedience..